Inside these dimensions of my prison,
shattered in fragments of fear,
I utter stifled screams
from my body heap,
piled on the hardwood floor
trapped, desolate and
wretched in mind,
what is left of me after invasion and ravage?
Chase away this these vultures and thieves,
so to shut out this duality
a rabbit caught in headlights
less the words I have spoken to you,
to reconstruct and repair
this shattered Self,
(Until further notice)
i love you.
My nutritionist told me I need to increase my caloric intake and eat more carbs. I asked my nutritionist, “aren’t carbs bad for you?”
She said, “No. Carbs are not bad for you, carbs are an immediate energy source for your body to use, what’s bad for you is not eating enough and passing out at the end of the day like some pussy bitch. Now eat some carbs and get some meat on those bones before I order you a goddamn pizza myself.”
I should mention that my nutritionist is also my best friend. I call her Lady Reptar, because she is one. A lady, not a reptar, even though she’s twenty times more awesome than a dinosaur and fifty times nicer. She’s beautiful like a motherfucking daisy in the woods and she’s sharp and wittier than her cooking knives and she’s warmer than her father’s woodstove.
"So, do poppy seeds count as protein?"
Velvet lovers swim into a purple nest
Meeting at a hysteria they cant resist
A thousand molecules crowding at their skin
Famished of nutrition
But sustained by birth
A room above my head
With all the empty thoughts
That fills my mind
Until there is no more space
The darkness takes over
And holds my arms too tight
I scream for you
But you're in another place
I need your soul and heart
My nutrition every day
Come here darling
Let me kiss your pretty face
What is it that you're thinking
tell me what you
while you watch me
As you watch me doubled over
and breakfasts meal.
Does it disgust you when I choke
----not even fully digested----
nutrition from my
acid scarred throat?
Or do you just stand there
Water bubbling merrily!
Pots filled with vegetables
All bright colors and anticipation
Waiting for the delicious nutrition soon to come.
I smell barbecue chicken in the oven too.
When all your sense know it's there
You know it's dinner time.
My body wishes for nutrition,
but it does not know the meaning of frugality.
Only my mind knows the meaning, and keeps my body at bay.
My body will say,
"Feed me, feed me, feed me!",
but my mind's rejection will not falter,
for the Happiness of my love
makes the means to receive it without err.