I feel as close to you as how wind is to my skin,
I feel as powerful with you as how I am with a gun.
I feel as courageous next to you as how sky divers are with working parachutes.
I feel as sad without you as departing rain drops from dark hovering clouds.
I feel as bored dismissing you as a good book read by a blind man.
I feel as far from you as how the visible sun is if you look from Earth.
I feel as clouded missing you as the moon is clouded by nebulae.
I feel as dejected promising you as government cronies over promising development.
I feel as lonely not seeing you as Golden Retrievers are when their masters are not around.
I feel as blatantly bloated next to you as over-heated air balloons raise up the shiny sky.
I feel as speechless around you as unprepared speakers in a conference hall.
And at the end, I feel as close to you as how my eyes met yours then cheekily, we detached our sight and pretend that we were never close at all.
I feel close to you still
but even closer
By Arcassin B
Do Take One Look At yourself,
dont be jealous , you need help,
to the skies i use to yell,
i know you can smell the smell of it,
that i use to feel with you,
You were hoping i was willing,
And i was hoping too,
Come And Feel this feel With me,
Sit and watch the sky burn,
real hateful to my memories,
Baby now its your turn,
that i use to love with you,
For your heart , i did some healing,
dont judge me too,
I feel like you're fading away
and nobody'll see you again.
I'll never hear your deep voice.
I'll never hear you laugh.
I'll never hear or see you.
I feel like the angels are singing a sad song tonight
because i think i can hear them
and their voices bring me hope.
They make me feel like not everything is lost.
But sometimes i feel like it's not you that's fading,
I am the person who is being aloof.
The one that got away and threw all the memories
deep in my mind, hoping that i won't ever remember them.
But i do and i feel like i am being torn into pieces.
I miss you.
And i want you back.
I just wanna be held, something i can feel,
I wanna see the cross before which I kneel.
I'm longing for your arms to wrap around me tight,
I wanna be protected and told everything's alright.
I need to lay my head upon your chest,
I wanna feel your peace and rest.
I wanna feel my aching body soothed with your hands,
I wanna be comforted by knowing your plans.
Only you can fill my needs,
Only you can plant my seeds,
Only you can make me complete,
Only you can move my feet,
Only you are my desire,
All other things will burn in fire
Only you can make me feel,
Nothing else is this real.
So every part of me that longs for man,
I fight that desire as best I can.
Every kiss I want to touch my lip,
I think of you before I slip.
Every hole I want filled by this earth,
I look to the Father who's completed me since birth.
Every person, every thing I'm longing for,
I remind myself that God gives me more.
I’ve forgotten how to
My nerves are on fire but I
don’t understand what it means
Give me anything
I need a way out
I need to feel
Pixels are shouting at me and
I think I’m going deaf
I know who did what and when
I know you
I know your ups and downs and dreams and fears
I am the ultimate voyeur
And so are you
And I don’t know how to
I don’t know how to stop
Make it stop
Give me anything
Give me pain
needles and knives and back-alley mistakes
Rough brickwork bruising a back
Is it my back? I
can’t tell anymore give me more
Cement scraping skin from fat from muscle from bone
What does marrow taste like?
Blood pouring from eyes but
we’ve seen worse in CoD
Give me more
Rip the bones from the flesh through a hole in the skin
Taste the inside of a tongue
Let’s practice Frenching
I can’t tell anymore is this pain or
is it pleasure is it hunger or satiation
Is this death or is it euphoria
Why should I care