Not a moment passes by that I don't miss you
Your warm touch,
The feeling of being safe,
Right where I belong
I long for you,
I miss your face
The way you made me feel like everything would be alright,
The laughs we shared-
I felt would last
Now I'm lost, forever more,
In our memories,
I need you here, I need you near
Don't leave my heart without your love.
When i see that bolt turn on
I'm excited, afraid, and somewhat confused
Like i'm excited that first of all i got a like
that my poetry might've spoken to a soul out there
that you know i got a like...
i'm afraid of letting success go to my head...
i'm afraid of the torment that i am capable of
afraid of "dependation"
like idk its a personal thing.....
but i'm somewhat confused because i'm a pretty weird ass soul
....and i've never fully been content with myself like right now i love myself but i'm always wishing for better...
and there's a belief in my mind that everyone's out to get me
that i just don't belong anywhere
and i don't know if i'm ok with that....
it's so surprising when i find people who still talk to me
when i say something outta the norm, stupid, when i dress cray cray
but i guess those people are out there
...and i want to thank you for tolerating me
and accepting me
when i was seven
i asked my mother if all dogs went to heaven
because i wanted to be sure that
i’d see old Buddy up in the clouds
once he’d passed on
she told me that i would
she said in fact
all dogs do go to heaven
but my mother had a
penchant for canines
so i secretly wondered
whether or not that was true
then i asked her if my friend Adam would be there too
since he was Jewish and Jews aren’t allowed
to go to heaven
for this had left me so confused
how could god
let dogs into heaven
but abandon all
she told me in no uncertain terms that
there was only one way
one truth and
and that one way
one life came through Christ
which was funny
was Jewish too