I've been accused of loving too deep.
I know it.
I've been told I need to give you some space.
I know it.
Don't matter how much time we are apart.
My love will be unwavering.
Cause you controls my heart.
I just thought I tell you this.
You truly need to know it.
You could find another.
And if he should hurt you.
You still be welcome back.
My love is unwavering.
Where you are concern?
You deserve much more.
Then I can possibly give.
And , my love is the prize I am offering.
O my Lord, my eyes are fixed on you;
nothing else matters or blocks my view.
I’ve purposed to set my heart on Thee,
knowing that You have a vision for me.
Remove these silly, earthly distractions
that interfere with our intimate connection.
I’ve been released from shadows of anonymity;
my future is certain, bound solely by Thee.
My desired has been renewed with holy fire;
teach me even more, before my life transpires.
You continue to sustain me with Thy glorious light,
since I’m walking by faith and not by sight.
Salvation resonates with my heart’s inner chord
and I’ve wholly accepted Thy divine reward.
Thank You Lord, for this Wilderness experience,
as I now celebrate with an inner, bonfire dance.
Bring to my awareness an increased sensitivity,
regarding events of Your Kingdom’s activity.
Bless me with greater wisdom and understanding,
for my faith forever remains… unwavering.
Loosely based on:
Eph 6:10; 2 Cor 5:1-10; Rom 1:16-17; Gal 3:6-14
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By Joseph J. Breunig 3rd, © 2012, All rights reserved.
Unwavering waves forever pound granules
Undulating undertow understands uniformity
Vast expanses express little variation
Liquidity lucidly lies across the barren landscape
Looking for all as to be the void from which tales are born
Shimmering mirages transcend the oil coated interstate
International waters blend while cultures die and we become the lost answer
“Why are we here?”
Socialism: the universal truth
Without each other, there is no need for our existence
When there is no love
Why exist at all
And how would you relate existence without those around you to reflect yourself
Humanity crashes on the shore of reality
Slipping mindlessly into the abyss of individualism
Clamoring for possessions as if it were the key to immortality
Cheap thrills destroy mankind’s will and work in tandem with random occupancies
To confuse and befuddle those who would seek companionship and compassion
Acclimatized to the realization
With oneness comes responsibility
As humanity it is our fault
And god only cares esoterically
Encapsulate my soul in your whispered secrets
Revitalize the light within my greatest weakness
I come to you when my heart unleashes
Every distant memory in it's own uniqueness
Quench my thirst for balance and solace
As you hold me in your arms, I value your focus
On loving me no matter how long these moments
Last as I cry out to the cosmos...
"I am not hopeless!"
He tells me the truth I knew in my heart
Reminds me of the times I was lost in my art
Now I realize the chaos was my way to restart
The beautiful tapestry, touching every last part
Of the Goddess within this orbiting star chart
I am the wanderer, happy to be forever lost
I am the conqueror of all I had once forgot
To live by my side really is not
All you thought it would be, but you sought
Me in your web of true love so I stay
Away from the pain of each last yesterday
I allow you to come to me in any way
Consume all the love I had hidden away
From anyone, including myself, and in vain
But now it is time to awaken, to shine through
All of these memories, and find my balance with you
I am ready, I am waiting, I am hoping, I am savoring
Each precious moment, ones I know will continue
I am eager, I am tasting, I am a universe always radiating
One love that will always be hopefully
Sometimes I feel I’m too broken
Too far gone, too fucked up
Sometimes when I look in her eyes and she smiles
I break knowing I can’t smile like she does
Sometimes I wish love was enough
Sometimes I pray for it to be
But prayers go unanswered and tears dry out
And sometimes I wake up and I can feel her warmth
It’s not easy, this feeling, this dizziness
This whirlwind within
It makes it hard to breathe
It makes it hard to see her standing there
She gives me all her love
But I can’t love like she does
I’ll never be enough
But still she smiles and helps me carry on
Sometimes I wake up and I can feel the light in me
Sometimes it’s too dark to tell if I even opened my eyes
But she’s there every time
Sometimes it makes me smile
But sometimes it makes me want to cry
the portrait's gaze
follows me everywhere
nowhere to hide
between these four corners
staring down from its perch
with a smirk
a hint of disdain
at my indecision
silent and serious
my lack of energy,
wish i was
as unwavering as that gaze
determined to see straight
with no end
no matter which way i turn
no matter what i face
but that's just a wish
cause i remain constant
as that unwavering gaze
i experience something
that has become unwavering
whether i was happy
to a warm, strong hand
or utterly terrified
from a past regret
tears me away
from those dreams
from the already hazy visions
that toy with me
and my heart
as they please
i wrinkle my nose with displeasure
release a pressured sigh
and finally return to sleep
with a new perspective
on that warm, strong hand
or past regret
just from a moment
of sheer reality