ShaeZen
ShaeZen
Jan 23, 2014

SHUT UP
empty your mind
While you were too busy moping
Opportunity passed you by

Listen
Pay attention
start living in this moment in time
all we have is now
so make it divine!

Blarg!
ShaeZen
ShaeZen
Mar 11, 2014

The essence of another dances throughout your mind
glimpes through a one way mirror
memories from another time
a sweet reminisce
a bitter truth
A life once lived
hearts intertwined in time
Love captured in a moment
escapes its confides
to play about with what could have been
gliding through your mind.

ShaeZen
ShaeZen
Feb 20

What can I do for you
What can I say
What can I do to take your demons away
Transform them into peace
serenity
and compassion
I feel powerless knowing its not my battle
But here for you I am
My love as a whole
please shine a light
so she knows where to go

ShaeZen
ShaeZen
Jan 24, 2014      Jan 25, 2014

Words  cannot describe
the love
the experiences
the trials i have had
I think back to the moments in time
that i wish i could escape to
and live there for eternity

Words fail me
when i think of you
of the times gazing longing into each other eyes
sharing parts of ourselves no one has ever seen
and i chose you
i only wish
You had chosen
only me......

ShaeZen
ShaeZen
Mar 11, 2014

Heart full of hope, aspiring above the clouds
Enchanted by winds of change, entranced by shapely form
Fulfilled by ones own whole, without need for another's soul
But a desire which one day meets fruition

Heart full of hope, know new light brings new life
An oyster to those who desire to aspire to reach their desire
A symphonie of emotion expressed through a devotion to ones own self
Heart full of hope, take a leap of faith
Take what is truly yours
Love every mistake

Heart full of hope, help me stay strong along the way
the path is long and treacherous
please help
light my way

ShaeZen
ShaeZen
Jan 5, 2014      Jan 6, 2014

To lie to my face?
To break the promises and boundaries
we made for both our sakes?
trust is lost
You say I'm your true love
im worth fighting for
but as soon as I'm out of sight,
your actions show a delight
at taking what you want
cause fuck his feelings, right?

Sweet words, with no action to back
I've waited too long
given too much
without receiving what i needed back
I dont regret being with you
for your my first true love
it just disappoints me
what you've chosen to become

I tried to keep our paths tied together as one
but what i've learned
tells me that it cant be done
because love that isnt given freely
will surely become undone

ShaeZen
ShaeZen
Mar 22, 2014

One poem a day,
thats what the hearts doctor says.
To train your demons,
and let your angels play.

One poem a day is all you need
Fulfill your lustful desire
Have your creativity fulfilled

Today I saw a kid
Andie ostrander
Andie ostrander
May 12      May 13

Today I saw a kid
and watched as somebody killed him
I never thought twice
I went to bed that night

today I saw a bully
and watched as he worked
I had no choice
I never thought twice
I went out with my friends that night

Today I was alone
I don't know why
and I never thought twice
I went home and cried

Today I saw  razor blade
and commented on how nice it looked
it said 'why thankyou can I take away your hurt?'
I never asked why
I don't want to cry
all those times I watched and did nothing
I never thought I would want to take my life
but now as I breath my last I see you walk away
yes you watched on...and did nothing
will this nothing turn into something.

#love   #hate   #pain   #death   #razor   #today   #saw  
ShaeZen
ShaeZen
Feb 7, 2014

The elephant in the room
has taken a liking to the indecisiveness
of its patronage

Unsure words
to match unsure feelings
Fear of what lies ahead
blurred by whats behind
Uncomfortable experiences, they're new to me
You want someone, but cant be sure
if its worth the risk
So you hide behind a veil of indecisiveness
waiting, hoping, for them to open you up
with the key to your heart
but you never gave it
so they leave
and all your left with
is sobbing what ifs
and whys

All your left with now
is what was buried underneath the lies
you fed yourself

Indecisiveness kills

ShaeZen
ShaeZen
Feb 5, 2014

Tattered and unfocused
Trees rustle in the wind
My mind fades, into chimes and hymns
A shallow breath
A cold goodbye
A tear gliding into a world that abides
A gentle sunrise comes bearing renewed strength
Honest intentions and loving satisfaction awaits
A pick to earth with sweat to brow
a warm breeze embraces those who need it now
Fields be turned, seeds be put to bed
These seeds could be intentions
or thoughts in your head
Water them well, for one day they will grow
bearing fruit of your labor
Products of your faith
your work
and most importantly
Love <3

 
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