"spent" poems

18.5k poems containing "spent"
Nan...It's been **nine** years now. **Nine** years since the angels took you away. **Nine** years since I stood at the home, looking at your peaceful face; eyes closed, a ghost of a smile gracing your lips. It doesn't seem that long. It seems like yesterday you were calling me your **little princess**; I'm still that little girl at heart. The one who believed she would grow up to be a beautiful elegant contessa. I don't have many memories of the times we shared as I was only young when you passed. In fact, sometimes I struggle to picture your **gorgeous**, smiling face telling me stories of your past of advice for when I grew into an elegant older woman just like you were then. / I was **only** 6... 6 years old and I had to go through the **pain** and heartache of having my nan **cruelly** taken away from me. I'll be 16 **next year**. I'll be having my prom **next year**. I will be leaving year 11, getting my GCSE results and starting A-levels **next year**. So much has happened in these 9 **short, short** years. There is so much more to come and you won't be here to share it with me. My **graduation** from university, my **first** career move, my **marriage**, my **children**... Your **great-grandchildren**. You won't be here for the **good** times, the **bad**...The **happy** and the **sad**... / There are certain qualities about you that I will **always** remember... Being made banana sandwiches **every** time we went round to your house! Having a Sunday roast with you and Granddad **every** single week! Your 60th birthday (I knocked Zack down and felt so chuffed!) The **last** birthday you ever spent with me... You made my birthday cake that year... If I remember correctly, it was a princess castle with all the Disney princesses stood around it! You told me I deserved a cake because I **was** a beautiful princess also.
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red inkit’s so frustrating because i know you wanted to be with me, on those days you drove almost an hour each way to see me and you kissed me so often and held me so tight and always pulled me closer and i could feel your eyes on me when i wasn’t looking, and we spent day after day like this, just being together and pretending that time could stand still, but at the same time, i feel like it was all just something for you to do while you were home, even though you deny it. i remember starting to tear up one afternoon with my head on your chest while you slept, because i knew it was just a matter of time till this was just a memory. i can’t picture you actually missing me, i can’t imagine you actually wishing i hadn’t said i was done with grey and in between. i feel like i’m so insignificant to you. like you have no feelings, like you couldn’t care less, this is just life, people come and go. and i know that, i know this is just life, and that people come and go, but it hurts that it’d never cross your mind to ask me to stay, that i was fun while i lasted, that you never wanted to make me yours. i’ll fade soon. i want to matter more to you. you’re a thinker, i’m a feeler, you hate that i’m so black and white. but i’m selfish and i want 3am texts that you can’t stop thinking about me and that you need to see me again soon. but that’s not who you are. and it’s unfair of me to want you to feel that way when you don’t. and it’s really okay, because if i extended my hand to you and you took it, i don’t think we would’ve gotten very far anyway. i loved being so close to you, but i’m excited to hold someone’s hand who doesn’t want to let go, to kiss someone who wants to kiss me forever, to not be anticipating an inevitable end, to be able to trust someone fully with my heart, to have someone that wants to hold it. and i don’t need that, i don’t need someone, i don’t need anyone. but if one day it’s what’s meant to be, i’ll let it be. i don’t want to be careless with my heart again. i don’t know why things happen the way they do, and i don’t regret you for a second, and i still think the world of you, but i’m too emotional and i fall too deep to give that much of myself again to someone who never asked for any of it in the first place.
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