Did you want me to speak or not at all?
With all that screaming it's hard to recall.
I never meant to hurt you and you never meant to hurt me,
It's something we were too blinded to see.

Small things, I still remember
I don't know if I'll ever
have someone like you
I don't even know if I want to.

You were everything and without you I had nothing
that nothing never turned into something
I found another sure
and I promise I love her
but never like I loved you
Have you found someone too?

I will never forget
the time that we spent
hours wasted away
watching you play
and watching us fade
into memories we made.

It’s Just Business
It’s just business
That’s all it’s ever been
A greed that can’t be tamed
Because we feed it.
We buy, they supply
That’s all it seems yes?
No.
Sweatshops and cover ups
***** fingers stretching across nations
Beauty in thread but the maker is dead
Enough said when death’s only cause rolled eyes instead of rolled up sleeves.
What’s the price of a human meat sack these days?
Workers are more produce then anything.
Corporate America
Laughable
Disgusting

I stared at the light blazing like unleashed dogs
Curling across homes of the ****** among the dry shifting carpet
Slithering up a spire of oak like a venomous snake
Opening its jaws wide to swallow the miles of wood
Glass like molten steel clawing deep into the brush
The scream of a dying goddess who once towered over her seed
The weeping around her fire alights there limbs
Like a tornado with a heat of hell
Then the rain cold biting angrily
The gleaming beautiful hurtful lights hissing with anger
Several moments later the lights retreat with a whimper
And a new day shines again through grey skys

I can fly no more
My wings are spent
As is my incentive
Mabey its time

To let go of the past
And finally rest
So please catch me
as I fall from this blue sky

What happens when the war is won
The blood is spilt the deed is done
The flag has flown with hard hearts
the fear departed that tore many apart
put down the guns the bombs the knives
can you not hear the weeping wives

hand in hand a sad sacred song
for only those who've seen as we've seen
heard as we've heard
cried as we've cried
seen so many died
as we've not tried

In the end there's only one way to flow
like a river at peace and let it all go

Mommy Please top crying
I know your tired of me lying
mistakes i've made dangerous games i've played
with my cards layed face down on the table
left, hopeless and unable.

I know your scared I'll grow up a crime
but you were perfect and raised me fine
never needed a man to keep me in line
but somehow still with the devil's i've signed.

Mommy screams to much
and daddy's so quiet you'd swear he wasn't there
My brothers where are they?
my razor blade I can't find it
These mental scars I can't hide it!

stitches tape and glue
mabey that will connect the two
peices back together

cause just talking wont help me out
thats all im asking for
but noone can hear me
when I seclude myself to my room

swallow them down choke them up
im to much of a chicken **** to try
so why doesn't everyone else just die

told me it'd be better if I jumped off a bridge
had a pine box bed to roll around in
what if i really did
would you feel guilty
would you feel triumphent?
cause your pushing me farther
and farther to jumping.