My fingers twitch,
And mind races.
I am in a do or die situation,
Where the very hope of my future lies.
If I do not take the risk,
My future will be put off for
Yet another four months,
But if I do, I may succeed,
And finally get my life started
After a prolonged twenty-two years
Of anxious wait.
May the odds be in our favor,
May god grant us all some sort
Of prosperity.
thoughts on an exam clutching my future in its palms