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LeBobbe Apr 2023
I dislike the rising sun.
๐˜”๐˜บ ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜บ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฆ.
๐“˜ ๐“ญ๐“ฒ๐“ผ๐“ต๐“ฒ๐“ด๐“ฎ ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ป๐“ฒ๐“ผ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ผ๐“พ๐“ท ๐“ด๐“ท๐“ธ๐”€๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ฝ ๐“˜ ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐“ฝ๐“ธ ๐“ฌ๐“ธ๐“ถ๐“ฎ ๐“พ๐“น ๐“ธ๐“ท๐“ฌ๐“ฎ ๐“ช๐“ฐ๐“ช๐“ฒ๐“ท.
๐‘ด๐’๐’๐’๐’๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’• ๐’”๐’–๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’”๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’‚๐’ƒ๐’š ๐’„๐’๐’Ž๐’† ๐’•๐’ ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’”๐’•๐’‚๐’“๐’๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐’Ž๐’๐’๐’๐’๐’Š๐’ˆ๐’‰๐’• ๐’“๐’Š๐’”๐’†.


It forces me to go about my day,
๐˜ˆ ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ข ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ.
๐“—๐“ธ๐“น๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ช๐“ท๐“ญ ๐“น๐“ป๐“ช๐”‚๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ผ๐“ธ๐“ถ๐“ฎ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ญ๐“ฒ๐“ฏ๐“ฏ๐“ฎ๐“ป๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ฝ ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“น๐“น๐“ฎ๐“ท๐“ผ.
๐’€๐’๐’– ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’š ๐’‡๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’‡๐’“๐’๐’Ž ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’Œ๐’š, ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’Ž๐’‚๐’š ๐’‡๐’‚๐’๐’ ๐’‡๐’“๐’๐’Ž ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’•๐’“๐’†๐’†, ๐’ƒ๐’–๐’• ๐’Š๐’•'๐’” ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’•๐’•๐’†๐’“ ๐’Š๐’‡ ๐’š๐’๐’– ๐’‡๐’†๐’๐’ ๐’‡๐’๐’“ ๐’Ž๐’†.

While my mind is still on yesterday.
๐˜š๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฒ๐˜ถ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ต, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ป๐˜ฆ.
๐“๐“ท๐“ธ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ป ๐“ฑ๐“ฒ๐“ต๐“ต ๐“ฝ๐“ธ ๐”€๐“ช๐“ต๐“ด ๐“ญ๐”‚๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ธ๐“ท ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ฝ.
๐‘ฌ๐’—๐’†๐’“๐’š ๐’”๐’–๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’”๐’† ๐‘ฐ ๐’‘๐’“๐’‚๐’š ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐’•๐’๐’…๐’‚๐’š ๐’˜๐’๐’–๐’๐’… ๐’ƒ๐’† ๐’ˆ๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’•. ๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’• ๐’˜๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’–๐’ ๐’”๐’†๐’•๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’…๐’‚๐’š ๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’๐’• ๐’Š๐’•.

I feel envious of everyone.
๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ข ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜บ.
๐“™๐“พ๐“ผ๐“ฝ ๐”€๐“ช๐“ฒ๐“ฝ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ฏ๐“ธ๐“ป ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ผ๐“พ๐“ท๐“ผ๐“ฎ๐“ฝ ๐“ฝ๐“ธ ๐“ฌ๐“ธ๐“ถ๐“ฎ.
๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’–๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’”๐’† ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’‚ ๐’˜๐’‚๐’“๐’Ž๐’•๐’‰ ๐’•๐’‰๐’‚๐’• ๐‘ฐ ๐’„๐’๐’–๐’๐’…๐’'๐’• ๐’†๐’™๐’‘๐’๐’‚๐’Š๐’.


Who feels better in each passing day.
๐˜'๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ค๐˜ข.
๐“š๐“ท๐“ธ๐”€๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ฝ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ฝ ๐“˜ ๐“ธ๐“ท๐“ฌ๐“ฎ ๐“ช๐“ฐ๐“ช๐“ฒ๐“ท ๐“ฑ๐“ช๐“ฟ๐“ฎ ๐“ฝ๐“ธ ๐“ฏ๐“ฒ๐“ฐ๐“ฑ๐“ฝ.
๐‘ฐ๐’• ๐’‡๐’†๐’๐’• ๐’๐’๐’”๐’•๐’‚๐’๐’ˆ๐’Š๐’„ ๐’‚๐’๐’… ๐’˜๐’๐’๐’…๐’†๐’“๐’‡๐’–๐’.

The sun rose and lit my surroundings.
๐˜œ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜บ, ๐˜ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ "๐˜›๐˜ˆ๐˜๐˜–" ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ฑ.
๐“ฃ๐“ฑ๐“ฎ ๐“ป๐“ฒ๐“ผ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ผ๐“พ๐“ท ๐“ฒ๐“ผ ๐“ช ๐“ฌ๐“ช๐“ต๐“ต ๐“ฏ๐“ธ๐“ป ๐“ถ๐“ฎ ๐“ฝ๐“ธ ๐“ฏ๐“ฒ๐“ฐ๐“ฑ๐“ฝ.
๐‘ฉ๐’–๐’• ๐’˜๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’…๐’‚๐’š ๐’ˆ๐’๐’†๐’” ๐’ƒ๐’š ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’–๐’ ๐’”๐’†๐’•๐’” ๐’Š๐’• ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’๐’ ๐’‰๐’๐’‘๐’† ๐’Š๐’ ๐’๐’Š๐’‡๐’†.

I see nothing but dull and grey.
๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ, ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ.
๐“‘๐“พ๐“ฝ ๐“ท๐“ธ๐”€, ๐“˜ ๐“ณ๐“พ๐“ผ๐“ฝ ๐“ฏ๐“ฎ๐“ฎ๐“ต ๐”€๐“ฎ๐“ช๐“ด ๐“ฝ๐“ธ ๐“ฎ๐“ฟ๐“ฎ๐“ท ๐“ธ๐“น๐“ฎ๐“ท ๐“ถ๐”‚ ๐“ฎ๐”‚๐“ฎ๐“ผ.
๐‘ป๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’–๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’”๐’† ๐’Š๐’” ๐’๐’Š๐’Œ๐’† ๐’Ž๐’š ๐’‡๐’–๐’•๐’–๐’“๐’†, ๐’ƒ๐’–๐’• ๐’Š๐’•'๐’” ๐’‰๐’‚๐’“๐’… ๐’•๐’ ๐’ˆ๐’†๐’• ๐’ƒ๐’†๐’„๐’‚๐’–๐’”๐’† ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’”๐’–๐’๐’”๐’†๐’• ๐’Š๐’” ๐’•๐’‰๐’† ๐’๐’๐’๐’š ๐’•๐’‰๐’Š๐’๐’ˆ ๐‘ฐ ๐’„๐’‚๐’ ๐’“๐’†๐’‚๐’„๐’‰.

Waiting for sunset, to begin again my agony.
๐˜ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ด... ๐˜ ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฆ.
๐“๐“ฎ๐“ฎ๐“ญ๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ฝ๐“ธ ๐“ช๐“ฌ๐“ฌ๐“ฎ๐“น๐“ฝ ๐“ฒ๐“ฝ๐“ผ ๐“ถ๐“ธ๐“ป๐“ท๐“ฒ๐“ท๐“ฐ ๐“ธ๐“ท๐“ฌ๐“ฎ ๐“ช๐“ฐ๐“ช๐“ฒ๐“ท.
๐‘บ๐’–๐’๐’“๐’Š๐’”๐’† ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’‰๐’๐’‘๐’† ๐’ƒ๐’–๐’• ๐’˜๐’‰๐’†๐’ ๐’Š๐’• ๐’”๐’†๐’•๐’” ๐’Š๐’• ๐’ˆ๐’‚๐’—๐’† ๐’Ž๐’† ๐’๐’ ๐’ˆ๐’๐’‚๐’๐’”.
Sunrise and Sunset.
A reflection of me and three others.
saranade Jan 2022
There's a spiders web
Of words I've said
Entangled in the calendar of time
A lovers rhyme of feelings

In minutes or moments or moves
I fell in love with you
A game of chess
Just to feel your breath upon me

I'd wish to call anyone
That singular one
The ๏ฟผfable of teachings
Says we're reaching for something impossible

To not feel love across lanes
Indeed, sounds insane
We are wide, we are vast
We are fast to feel full at last.
Love is not singular
clmathew Aug 2021
The unknown in me
written July 22nd, 2021

I collect words
and try to fit them
to my experiences

trying to capture
this moment right nowโ€”
it is all I have.

Iโ€”looks at the page
and writes a moment
while others peer over her shoulder

shaking their heads
curling up to sleep from the overwhelm
reaching out to change a word or phrase

we are all here
sometimes all at once
other times one at a time

I always think I know
who writes these words
thisย ย  wordย ย  rightย ย  now

Until I look back
and don't recognize
words just written

I guess we are used to it
the wonder and startlement of
the unknown in me.
Each poem, explores a piece of me. Some are written for the fun of writing words, others, for the hope of writing me.
John McCafferty Jul 2021
A young disciple of discipline is just,
trying to dissipate negative traits.
Hesitations of change are often in frame
but most balloons don't fly straight.
Instead there's the choice of multiple fates,
played upon through invisible games.
Who is listening, we're nowhere near finished yet, when the drifter remains in stages to claim.

Draw upon those who have taught you before, are these new lessons or echoes restored in repetition.
Persistent tricks formed from stubborn habits, hidden in-kind to the back of our brains, where a complete disregard is often retained.
Try observing yourself through the eyes of others, are you sure we're the same when shuffling states.
(@PoeticTetra - instagram/twitter)
If I don't remember you
You will always have a place in my heart
Like a reflection in a cracked mirror
Endlessly looking at itself at each segment
Never looking at me, though
Poignant isn't it, that we are both broken
How do you like this?
Read the next part to mend this part.
Jess Jul 2020
Capture this:

Essence, like multiple personalities
sitting in the same house.

Such intensities of changing rhythms
and feeling that knowing whisper
that it's all okay.

She's angry, she's mad
She wants to cry
Pity, distant loneliness
tired, body aches
happy, dancing
Sensual
Wisdom pours
all at once.

Where were we?
It's hard to say
Would like to go
Would like to stay

It doesn't work to
try to sort your way through
Sift along the waves
As they pull back to you
Oct 24, 2019
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Written to: Fleetwood Mac "The dream has just begun"
M Solav May 2020
In a tectonic motion
Mountains have formed
Ridges deepened
In the blink of an eye
In the breadth of a gasp

I recognize myself
Asking why they assume
That we find who we are
Within the singular grasp
Of a mere single soul

For I feed a thousand of them
And they feed themselves alone

Your so-called meditation
Must be taken elsewhere
You must see that it was
Never yours to begin

Watch the rearview mirror
As it enquires the wisdom
I am but a multiple
Left merrily unresolved
Written in May 2020.


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Maja Mar 2020
Two
Strong is the heart,
shared between two;

because multiple of something,
is more powerful than a few
The heart sign <3 is two heart joined.
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