I didn't lose him
For he wasn't mine,
But he almost was...
He could have loved me
But he didn't give it a try....
It does hurt like hell...
Things would've been
If he simply loved me,
After all I would've
Gotten some clarity
Out of it - but
He wasn't mine
So, all I can think about is
He could have......!!!!
It doesn't make sense
Of me crying for him every night,
Of course he never deserves
Me, my tears, my love
Feelings has so much emotional
So much feelings to hold
Which feelings are the best
How could I let go
My heart gave so many feelings
But not so much my soul
I love you with so much feelings
Why can't I let go
My first feelings was with you
The best feelings in the whole world
This feelings I've never felt before
Is what I appreciate the most
I still have this feeling
Even though your gone
This feelings will never go
Even though we're apart
This feelings is love
Love from above
To my heart to the universe to the star
This feelings I've ever loved by far
It's time to let go our love
So we can both move on
You said you wanted space
So here you go, goodbye my love
eyes bloodshot and burning red
like two swollen bags full of
acid tears staining my cheeks with
hot red blotches of fiery
guilt clouding my head like dense
fog settling into the room
between us is a thousand miles.
my eyes feel like bee-stings,
my heart a stone.
with my dead-tree body, withering and
wilting, i lay my heavy head and plead
for sleep to carry me away.
you already dozed off hours ago
like a sleeping child worn out
from throwing his toys 'round the sandbox.
your side of the bed is warm, soft and dry,
while the cold rain still pours over mine.
i guess tonight i'm sleeping in a storm.
One day when i wake up and im like an angry depress person with such hate and dissapointment with my life . Would u still love me?
One day when i wake up with amputated limbs and losing the will to survive,would u be there for me?
: One day when i wake up with a mental illness,losing sight of myself, living in the walls of my own misery ,would u pick me up and show me the other side of the world?
One day when im in debts of my own failures and cast away in my own fears,would u hold me and guide me?
: One day when i break down and feel like giving up because giving out is all i ever lived up for but nothing seems to go my way,would you show me the light?
One day when im wrinkled,old, and smell like the corridors of the hospital ward,would you leave me for someone else?
Have you found your soulmate?
Your first love burns hot and bright, like a fire made from paper, and when over, only ashes remain.
Your true love is like a well built woodfire. Slow burning, lasts for ages, and even when you sweep the ashes of initial passion, you are left with steady burning coals.
Coals aren't bright, but stay alight the longest and are much steadier. So hang in there, chum.
My cheeks always hurt after talking to you
because I can't look at you without my lips stretching into a smile.
My lips always ache after video chatting with you
because I hate knowing that my lips can't touch yours for another few days.
My heart always drops after you get into your car
because I know you've got to go.
You are the pressure that sits on my heart
the kind that stays under my skin everyday.
Without me detecting your purpose
I have been exposed to the kind details of how
weight less your love is.
Leaving no prints
and without an interaction
I am without a surface
But like the moon I orbit around you
as you absorb my own reflection
but reject me once our minds
I would have missed you,
If it was not for the delete button.