its a never ending cycle,
loss after loss. Im tired of my friends
telling me that time heals, i know it does
but for a moment i just want to stop healing, breaking.
i keep breaking myself over and over, im tired.
Tired of healing, tired of breaking,
tired of giving my all and  receive nothing but sorrow.
When will I get off this labyrinth of suffering im trapped in?

You like D&D,
Audrey Hepburn,
Fangoria,
Harry Houdini,
And croquet.
You can't swim,
You can't dance,
And you don't know karate.
Face it,
You just read this in Ray Toro's voice ;)

Roses are red
Violets are gay
MCR broke up
Im Not Okay
(I Promise)

i am not okay
i still remember you
every ******* day

I'm not okay.
But I will be.

I keep telling myself I'm okay,
I keep trying to trick myself into thinking that I'm happy, but it isn't that easy.
Nothing is ever easy.
So, I fake a smile all day and get caught in mindless conversations.
At the end of the day it just isn't enough.
I stay awake all night, tossing and turning,
With awful anxiety.
I worry about what could've been,
But mostly of what will be.
I hate not knowing if what I've done is right
And if this is the life im supposed to be living.
I feel as if I might turn down the wrong road,
Like one small mistake will ruin my entire life.
I wish I could believe in destiny.