Izzy
Izzy
Nov 7, 2014

I'm the misfit in the back of the room
the outcast around the corner
the shadow clinging to the walls
the bullied freak

Years of forced silence will finally be broken
when regret haunts you everyday for the things you did.

#outcast   #bullied   #haunted   #freak  

mint voting won't edit termination
spoofed configuration of the freak maze

wasted recommendation won't let speciality reflect
but sexuality might scale the derivative

the opinion of a pen
in addition to gold
has injustice anticipated

I’m freakin out,
I think I might have a disease,
and I want to tell you what it is,
but I won’t because it’s embarrassing,

not ready yet to release the Skeletons from my Closet,

plus there’s a lot of Skeletons in my closet because it’s a walk-in,

it’s funny how I used to get played back in the day but now even the jocks are on my jock jockin’,

on my cock and damn,
not trying to be too vulgar,
like making a passively racist joke at a party,
over bites of caviar from a Baluga,

whoo raw!

Hee haw,

I’m freakin out,
I think I might have a disease,
and I want to tell you what it is,
but I won’t because it’s embarrassing,

don’t want to talk about it,
don’t even know why I’m writing about it,
because you probably don’t want to even read about it,
sorry I brought it up let’s change the subject to something not so uncomfortable how about this,

what’s fun to you,
dressed up whips and leather,
crazy style loco real life live freak show,
you call it a cyclone I call it perfect weather,

tether,
your morals,
on a flag pole,
fly a fckn pirate flag,

where are we,
I mean as a society,
it’s 2017,
what the fck are you saying,

tell me something real,
tell me something original,
tell me something I’ve never heard before,
or don’t tell me anything at all,

possessed,
yeah I said it,
how else could I write these unlimited verses,
without a single edit,

this is the perfect version,
of a beneficial perversion,
so open up your 3rd Eye for a second,
and experience this in 1st person,

step inside the mind of a mad man,
they always ask what it’s like to be Aaron,
well now’s your chance to find out,
so do it now because most times there’s no 2nd chance,

I’m freakin out,
I think I might have a disease,
and I want to tell you what it is,
but I won’t because it’s embarrassing,

not ready yet to release the Skeletons from my Closet,

plus there’s a lot of Skeletons in my closet because it’s a walk-in,

it’s funny how I used to get played back in the day but now even the jocks are on my jock jockin’…

∆ Aaron LA Lux ∆

#fun   #rap   #wisdom   #disease   #wordplay   #freak   #3rdeye  

I talk to myself;
It scares me how much I do...
Maybe I need help.

January 7, 2017.
I talk to myself a lot, and imagine whole scenarios and conversations. Is that normal? I do it a lot when I'm alone. And the more I talk, the faster my mind races. The faster my mind races, the faster I talk, and so on and so forth. It scares me a bit..
#mind   #weird   #crazy   #help   #me   #talk   #myself   #images   #talking   #freak  
Atul Kaushal
Atul Kaushal
Nov 29, 2016

Oh my estranged lover,
What is my mistake?
To care about you,
And to suggest?
That too,
For your own good?
I never wanted any control.

Oh my sweetest lover,
What is my crime?
To selflessly love you,
And to support?
That as well,
For yourself?
I only wanted a lifelong friend.

Perhaps, a friend has an end,
But I wanted you as my lover,
And a lover is for forever?
I started to suggest,
At your own request,
Have you forgotten?
I just wanted to care about you.

Then you say that you have parents,
And they care for you as well,
You are their first born.
And you have two siblings,
Then why do you put up strange demands,
Have you forgotten Manya & Atharv too?
I tell you the rudest words because these are the crudest truth.

Do you know when your father will take a loan,
Supposedly from one of the private banks,
What he will have to pledge against it?
Maybe his car or more,
Perhaps his business office,
Or maybe the home?
I will suggest you against going overseas to study.

Do not you know India has the best education,
Ranked number one since ages long ago,
Where you transpire to go leaving it?
Trust me you do not,
I know that,
But what about your family?
Will you surely repay your loan by yourself?

Baby, you are immature and a control freak,
Controlling me was almost acceptable then,
But why do you control your father?
I love you like anything,
Your father loves you too,
But do you love anyone but yourself?
Wake up from your fantasies and face the reality.

If you have that grit in you,
Get your guts ready for competition in India,
Because if away you will go then it will be wrong for your family.

This was not a letter requesting you to come back to me.
No, I don't want such an immature babe.
But this was just a request,
That your father's patience you don't test.
Under your pressure and childish demands, he might break.
He is a really strong man and I respect him so much.
Whatever you decide, please be wise.
If you decide to be a psychologist, it's okay.
Do read your own psyche at first.

HP Poem #1281
©Atul Kaushal
#true   #me   #a   #control   #she   #but   #rude   #freak   #wise   #calls  
Undeveloped minds
Undeveloped minds
Nov 12, 2016

Once i lose it
i lose myself
Seeking for light in others
pushes me
further into the dark

so i'm back here
yet again
preventing the actions
running through my head

#sad   #depression   #anger   #anxiety   #lost   #control   #angry   #pressure   #freak   #unaccepted  
Avellaneda Lesli
Avellaneda Lesli
Sep 29, 2016

Eventually I became this child of Steel hard as a rock with no tender feel
I became immune to the blows to my head as the tips of my welts that slightly bled the pain it faded and my shell grew weak but as my mind grew stronger I became this freak he said he'll teach me wrong from right but my rage grew stronger so I stood his fight I held no fear by the state of my eyes I no longer felt fear but wanted him to die

What fueled me is hatred for the innocence he killed
#life   #pain   #abuse   #hurt   #emotions   #child   #rage   #stone   #freak   #childabuse  
Josie
Josie
Sep 15, 2016

My cheeky smile is secretly vile
I'd kill you in an instant
The hate I create you cannot sedate  
I'm honestly quite twisted

#morbid   #weird   #grunge   #scary   #goth   #twisted   #creepy   #freak   #vile   #sedate  
Anonymous4070
Aug 24, 2016

I'm practically a Disney Princess,
I even own a dress.
And I mean when it comes to math homework,
I'm definitely a damsel in distress.

I'm practically a Disney Princess,
I sing loud and dance around,
I mean sure it's only when I'm home alone and off key,
but I'd just die if I was found!

I'm practically a Disney Princess,
Just like Aurora or Snow,
I spend days on end asleep in bed,
I'm never woken with a kiss though...

I'm practically a Disney princess,
So where's my stinkin' crown!
I'm ready to rule, done wasting my life
waiting for some prince to come around.

Another one taken off of my poetfreak... I'll be posting all of my disney-ish things since I just started a Disney collection (if anyone knows about one already existing let me know because I couldn't find one)
#poet   #funny   #prince   #princess   #disney   #freak  
Nik
Nik
Aug 20, 2016

everywhere us control freaks are categorized as the bad people.
we're the narcissists-
the mean ones.
every assumption leads to us being put off as people who abuse those around us.

i am a control freak.
i get furious when things don't go my way to the point of wanting to cry.
i hate being wrong.
i want to snatch the happiness and the "rightness" off of your smug face.
i want to grab my throat and squeeze the stupidity out of me.
i want to bash your mouth with my fist until you can no longer speak-
until your words are so incomprehensible that everything you're saying must be wrong.
i want to always be the smartest guy in the room,
i hate not being the smartest guy in the room.

i want and i want and i want
but i never do anything about it.

I get shit for being a control freak, but never get any praise for maintaining such a level of sanity.
 
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