I woke up that morning
Just another Thursday
Got dressed and ready
Got to the appointment
What would she say that day
Then my worst fear came to life
I sat in the emergency room
Waited to talk to nurses
I didn’t see the point in lying
I’m then in an ambulance
Getting transferred to a facility
I was terrified of what would happen
I arrived and it was very quiet
Was it because my mind was so loud?
I expected screaming and yelling, like the television shows
It was completely different
Friendly people, humble people
They showed me what strength is
I stayed for five days
Those five days were different than anything I’ve experienced
It taught me a lot
Showed me that it won’t go away
That I have to learn to manage it
That I have to take accountability
My only regret about this whole thing
That I wish I would have gone sooner
I still struggle but is a little easier
Just have to go day by day
