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πš‚πš‘πš˜πšžπš•πš 𝙸 πš•πšŽπš πš‘πšŽπš› πš”πš—πš˜πš ,
𝚘𝚏 πšπš‘πšŽ πš™πšŠπš’πš— 𝙸 𝚜𝚘 πš‘πš’πšπšŽ?
𝚝𝚘 πš•πš’πšŸπšŽ πšŠπš•πš˜πš—πšŽ,
πš πš’πšπš‘πš˜πšžπš πš‘πšŽπš› πš‹πš’ πš–πš’ πšœπš’πšπšŽ.

π™Έβ€™πš πšπš’πšŸπšŽ πš‘πšŽπš› πš–πš’ πš‘πšŽπšŠπš›πš ..
πš’πš πš˜πš—πš•πš’ 𝙸 πšŒπš˜πšžπš•πš,
πšŠπš•πš• πšπš‘πšŠπš 𝙸 πš πšŠπš—πš,
πš’πšœ πš—πš˜πš 𝚊 πš πš˜πšžπš—πš.

π™Έβ€™πšŸπšŽ πšœπšŽπšŽπš— πš‘πš˜πš  πš’πš 𝚐𝚘𝚎𝚜 ..
π™»πš˜πšŸπšŽ πšπšžπš›πš— πšœπš˜πšžπš›,
πš πš’πšπš‘ πšπš‘πšŽ πš–πšŽπš•πš˜πšπš’ πšŠπš•πš• πšπš˜πš—πšŽ,
πšŠπš•πš• πš’πš— πšŠπš— πš‘πš˜πšžπš›,
πšŠπš—πš πšπš˜πš› πš’πšŽπšŠπš›πšœ πš•πšŽπšπš πšŠπš•πš˜πš—πšŽ.
π™Έβ€™πšŸπšŽ πšœπšŽπšŽπš— πš‘πš˜πš  πš’πš 𝚐𝚘𝚎𝚜 ..
πšŠπš—πš πš—πš˜πš πšŒπšŽπš›πšπšŠπš’πš—
πš’πš πš’πšβ€™πšœ πšπš‘πšŽ πš™πšŠπšπš‘ 𝚝𝚘 πšπš˜πš•πš•πš˜πš .

πš‚πš‘πš˜πšžπš•πš 𝙸 πš•πš’πš—πšπšŽπš› πšπš˜πš› πšπšŠπš πš—?
πš˜πš› πš“πšžπš–πš™ πš’πš—πšπš˜ πšπš‘πšŽ πš˜πšŒπšŽπšŠπš—
πšŠπš—πš πšœπš πš’πš– πšŠπšœπš‘πš˜πš›πšŽ?
πšπš˜πš› πšπš‘πš’πšœ πš‹πš˜πšŠπš π™Έβ€™πš– πš˜πš— ..
πš’πšœ πš‹πš’πš πš‹πš’ πš‹πš’πš πš™πš•πšžπš–πš–πšŽπšπš’πš—πš,
πš’πš›πš›πšŽπšœπš˜πš•πšžπšπšŽ πš’πšœ πš–πš’ πšœπšŽπš—πšπš’πš–πšŽπš—πš,
πšŠπš—πš π™Έβ€™πš– πšœπšπš’πš•πš• πš›πšžπš–πš’πš—πšŠπšπš’πš—πš.

π™±πšžπš πš’πš 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πšŒπš˜πšžπš•πš ..
πšπš’πšœπš‘ πš–πšŽ 𝚘𝚞𝚝 πšπš‘πšŽ πš‹πš˜πšŠπš
πšπš‘πšŠπšβ€™πšœ πš–πš’ πš–πš’πš—πš'𝚜 𝚎𝚒𝚎,
πš–πšŠπš”πšŽ πš–πšŽ πšŒπšŽπš›πšπšŠπš’πš— πšπš›πš˜πš– πš–πš’ πšπš‘πš˜πšžπšπš‘πšπšœ,
πšπš‘πšŽπš— πšπš’πšŸπšŽ πš–πšŽ πš’πš˜πšžπš› πš‘πšŠπš—πš,
πšŠπš—πš πšπš’πšŸπšŽ πš–πšŽ πš’πš˜πšžπš› πš‘πšŽπšŠπš›πš,
πšŠπš—πš πšπšŠπš”πšŽ 𝚝𝚘 πšπš‘πšŽ πšžπš—πš”πš—πš˜πš πš—
πšŠπš—πš πš•πšŽπšŠπšŸπšŽ πš™πšŠπšπš‘πšœ 𝚘𝚏 πš˜πšžπš› πš˜πš πš—.

π™Έπš 𝙸 πš•πšŽπš 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πš”πš—πš˜πš ,
πš™πš›πš˜πš–πš’πšœπšŽ πš–πš’ πš‘πšŽπšŠπš›πš πš πš˜πš—β€™πš πš‹πšŽ πš‹πš›πš˜πš”πšŽ,
πšπš‘πšŠπš πšπš‘πšŽ πš™πšŠπšπš‘ πš πšŽβ€™πš•πš• πšπšŠπš”πšŽ
π™Έβ€™πš•πš• πš—πšŽπšŸπšŽπš› πš πšŠπš•πš” πšŠπš•πš˜πš—πšŽ,

πš’πš πš’πš πš‹πšŽ 𝚜𝚘 ..
πšπš‘πšŽπš—,

πš–πšŠπš”πšŽ 𝚘𝚏𝚏 πš πš’πšπš‘ πš–πš’ πš‘πšŽπšŠπš›πš,
πšπšŠπš”πšŽ πš–πš’ πšœπš˜πšžπš• ..
πšπš˜πš› πš’πšπšœ πš‹πšŽπšπšπšŽπš› 𝚝𝚘 πš‘πšŠπšŸπšŽ πš—πš˜πš—πšŽ
πšŠπš—πš πš‘πšŠπšŸπšŽ πš’πš˜πšžπš› πšŠπš•πš•.
π™Έπš— πš–πš’ πšŠπš›πš–πšœ, 𝚒𝚘𝚞 𝙸 πš πš˜πšžπš•πš πš‘πš˜πš•πš,
πšŠπš—πš πš—πšŽπšŸπšŽπš› πš•πšŽπš 𝚐𝚘.
πšƒπš’πš•πš• 𝚍𝚊𝚒𝚜 πšŠπš›πšŽ πšπš˜πš—πšŽ,
πšŠπš—πš 𝚠𝚎 πšŠπš›πšŽ πš˜πš•πš.

πš‹πšžπš πšπš‘πšŽπš— ..
πšπšŽπš•πš• πš–πšŽ,

πš‚πš‘πš˜πšžπš•πš 𝙸 πš•πšŽπš 𝚒𝚘𝚞 πš”πš—πš˜πš ?
Or should I fold?

When you love hard so you gotta be careful who you give ur heart to.

Ps: I edited the original post.

Β© snoW
Fear of not amounting to anything.
      Imperfect.
We all feel it...some more than others, but it's there. Chin up. Shoulders high. Smile.
LUNA Oct 2018
It’s 5:44am
and I’m afraid
of not being enough for you.
I’m afraid of not being enough
to caught up your attention
to cultivate your feelings.
I’m afraid to turn into
someone in your life
that was just another friend
with feelings for you.
I’m afraid that
you’ll never look at me
like i look at you.
Cause when we’re together
touching each others faces late at night
I feel safe.
But when i wake up in the morning
and you’re on the other side of the bed
I’m just afraid.
Sabrina Sep 2018
Get out of my head
Please
Stop ruining my life
Creating up little lies and scenarios
Forcing me to believe them.
Atelophobia along with my anxiety and depression that controls my everyday life.
I depend on that one small pill to keep me happy and sane
My brain is so ****** up that I cry for no good reason without it.
I miss one day, and I break.
No reason for me to snap, no reason for me to cry, no one can tell me why I randomly developed this mental issue that runs my whole life.
Let me love someone for once without being doubtful.
Let me love someone without a fear of being thrown out.
But maybe it's just trying to protect me,
So that I don't get any worse.
Get out of my head.

— The End —