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Stargazer Oct 2015
Liking you feels like soaking
in lukewarm water
slowly killing me inside

But you are like puzzles
I failed to interpret

Your silence
Your distance
belated response
are signs of absence

Your seaweed-like hair
I wonder if I'll ever
get to touch it

Are you just another
unavailable crush?

Do you deserve my
burn if I leash it all out?
Stargazer Oct 2015
I'm just using pain
To cover pain

Alluring pain
Sharp pain
Dull pain
Drowning pain

Pain that I spend lifetime
To run away from
Pain that reminds me of
The depth of my being

Pain that urges me to
give up upon everything

Pain-ting
Stargazer Sep 2015
How can I ever get over
you
after truly seeing your
beauty?

After heartbreaks and
heartbreaks?

After tasting your
sweetness?

After feeling the sensation
against your skin?

After once being so
close to you
finally feel home?

After your coldness?

After getting lost in your
endless deep eyes?

But you don't
appreciate me
after all
For Conny
Stargazer Aug 2015
Nowhere near you
Nowhere feels home
Stuck in an empty city
Stuck in your shadows

Loving you brings the
greatest joy
and the most unspeakable
pain

What am I to you
A casual sleep?
An experiment?
A love fool!
Stargazer Aug 2015
Your beauty raptures
my very core

I want to grab
time's shoulder
make it stop
Stargazer Jul 2015
Uninspired
Worse than death
Parts of me dying alive
The pain of not seeing the pain
Rip me apart
Stargazer Jul 2015
The day is done
I'm undone
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