I exist to show very little

Heavier the drag is to carry
Answers that never settle well
Truth is i didn't choose it
Everything is just is

Mind munipulative to live
Yield to approach peace

Losing it for being careful
Infested sympathy are given to me
Further on I keep going
Ending roads are expected

Standing tall with beautiful petals
After awhile of being admired
A shadow was creeping upon me
It was a struggle for sun light
The weeds stealing the water
And wilting away
Until the gardener spotted me
Carefully dug me up
Without pulling my roots
Place in a *** and gave my light
Water down and supported my stem
Now I can grow
To standing tall once again
I am admired by others
But belong to my gardener
I have her to please
In her viewing pleasure
I couldn't have been picked by anyone else

You shouldn't worry
It not a burden you should carry
So trust me when I say
It will go away

I am Satan
And I am Jesus Christ
I walk this path
Only with my thoughts
Sometimes I eat my dinner
Other times I **** on your wall
I want to grab a knife
And pin you up
Like Mr. Christ
You're always fake to being nice
But I think I will commit suicide
And stay away from homicide
I can't abandon this world tonight
Cause I'm not leaving without a fight

Money isn't free
Money is imaginary
There is no crime
It's all in your mind
Money was never real
Money only has us killed

When I'm mad
There is a smile
When I'm sad
There is a smile
When I'm crooked
There is a smile
When I'm evil
There is a smile
When I'm doomed
There is a smile
When I'm hurt
There is a smile
When I'm alone
There is a smile
When I'm broken
There is a smile
When I'm happy
There is a smile

The shadow is where I lurk
It is not evil or dark
But a place to find peace
When avoiding creatures of the light
They talk and act in secret
Using the shadow for their ***** work
I now see who has a black heart
For man lust for all, but the least
The world is an awful sight
They have yet to regret
After they feel the hurt