The bottom of the ocean    1998 -    
I look over at the screen that lights up my room, I could play a game... or watch something. I just want to sleep but my body won't let me... so here I lay, writing.
I look over at the screen that lights up my room, I could play a game... or watch something. I just want to sleep but my body won't let me... so here I lay, writing.
SATAN'S GIRL
SATAN'S GIRL
3 days ago

I am a stupid poem
that does not rhyme
with broken lines
and slurs formed inside.
I make you feel confused
you want to correct me
but after trying
you're anything but amused.
Because I am a stupid poem.

#poem   #stupid  
SATAN'S GIRL
SATAN'S GIRL
5 days ago

I wish it were him instead of my blanket holding me.

Another untitled.
#logan  
SATAN'S GIRL
SATAN'S GIRL
7 days ago

I just want to disappear sometimes.
shut the blinds, and roll over
until I can sleep no longer
I'm tired, of always worrying.

am i boring?

When you found me, I remember
you were surprised to know
I also liked dice games,
played league and
had 90%

i am dork

Under the gazebo,
you sang in silly cadence
while patting along on your lap
you smiled so happily.
You made my heart beat rapidly
and you still do, so easily
even now just remembering
my heart pounds without warning.
It yearns for the memories to repeat.
So often, I'll lay and reminisce,
even so my heart begs me to rewind,
I feel it crying for what's inside.

#love   #sad   #heart   #yearning   #happy   #time   #longing   #memory   #silly   #soon  

do you ever feel lonely?
they say that it's healthy
but I'm unsure of that.
Despite my liking alone time
too much of it can hurt me.
It makes me feel so lost, and empty
until my tears fall endlessly.
After crying I usually find solace,
but this time I just want to cry more.
Which makes me feel pathetic.

This Jellyfish that floats along
trying to confidently stay strong
is distinctly sad, so often it feels like
it could just sting itself,
but it does not.

It floats along.

 
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