step one,
come to bed.
two,
tuck me in
three,
crawl in next to me
four,
we kiss
five,
sleep.
blissful sleep.
six,
i wake up in sadness. i cling to you.
you stay. and hold me. and promise to never leave.
seven,
it's morning.
you're still here.
eight,
you're here. you're still here. you'll never leave. you'll always be here.

Isn't it ironic,
how we tell others to stay strong,
yet we cant do it ourselves?
Everyone seems to think
I am the “master” at
solving problems but,
I can't even figure out
how to solve my own…

the smell of you
the warmth of your skin
these feelings within..

it builds.
the happiness,
the love...
it leaves me smiling
as laughter bubbles from the heart

your warmth,
your touch,
it all leaves me wanting..
wanting more...
more of you,
more of us,
more of this time together

How I wish I had two lives.
One to live to the fullest,
and the other to sleep away.