You never were the person I thought you were.
Are you tired now, from the web of lies you've spun?
Are you afraid yet?
That life as you knew it is over.
You can never go back to time before,
you wanted more credit than you deserved.

Everything is now nothing more than one sided memories.
Pictures with holes in them.
You have already walked out and locked that door.
Which there was never a key.
The memory is so old it can no longer be held.
A fading thought of what once was, clouded over with time.
And no way to wipe it away.

Are you done wasting everyone's time?
There isn't much left now.
Have you done anything worthwhile yet?
Accomplished any important life goal?
Surprise someone, break the mold they have put you in.
Blow apart the labels you have been slaving under...

Sorry if my heart froze, and you've been locked  out in the cold.
You didn't deserve my wrath; it wasn't yours.
Shouldn't have spewed it at you.
No need  to explain away my moods.
By now you should have some early warnings.
Please, stand straight, hold still and don't leave.
I will come to my senses soon enough, my heart can't stay locked;
I am far too much for that.
And your passion will always thaw me.
Your love is the only thing strong enough to reach;
through my ice prison.
I never like knowing I caused you emotional harm; it makes my soul cry.
I will makeup for any disappointment that I may cause.
All I've ever wanted and still need; is to be with you.
...if you were to leave, I would come undone.
without you the world has no color.
When I fall, I hit hard and I am shattered.
without you...
Everything is unbalanced; off kilter.
And I have lost my life filter, you make things make sense.
You are my understanding and compassion.
without you my world is nothing more than a blank page.
Together our story is without end.
As my love will always live; our story can never die.
Forever, I am yours
All that you are; means everything to me.
Because, anytime you look at me; I melt.

when you  are lost in the dark and can't see your way,
reach out  and hold my hand,
I'm going to walk you home.
When everyone is against you and you feel out numbered.
You can count me as two, and I'll be standing behind you.
And when all you can do is curl up and cry.
Come look for me first, I'll come with you to keep watch while you let the walls fall and dams break with the huge torrent of tears of confusion and pain.
I'll never leave you, my friend...
I'm as close as you needing me can reach.

Don't hate me; love me.
please, don't throw me out, like yesterday's news; keep me.
I'm the only one that has to look the mirror in the eye.
Every morning, that reflection will not lie...
And still I meet my own gaze.
I will easily live up to everything, I could and should be!

Couldn't go without you.
But, the more you wanted,
the less I had to give.
Couldn't have gone on without you.
One minute you were there, refusing to leave.
Couldn't go on without me, and then I blinked
and our time has ended.

You have moved on, and I had to let go or drowned in the pain.
A pain so fierce I couldn't go on breathing.
And the path you sped down head long, was blocked to me.
Couldn't go forward and follow after you.
The path grew over instantly, and even now as I look back,
I'm not sure what direction you took, you are long gone.
And, I couldn't go.....

Good morning friend!
You weren't expecting me?...
It will be ok, I just wanted to say,
I love you and miss you.
Deep down in the soul.
No matter where you are,
or what you do.
I'm only waiting for you, to need me.
To talk, walk, and be friends.
When you can't figure out which
direction to go,
listen to the winds and
my loving guidance will flow to you.
Over mountains and lakes,
over miles and miles, all the way back to your soul.
Have a wonderful day, my lovely...

Just love me...
when I can't seem to smile.
Just love me...
even with all my yelling, sorry it's mostly in my head.
Just love me...
The voices get louder, and I better just lock myself up.
Just love me...
The only way I know how to share my feelings is in poetry.
Just love me...
Because, I already love you....