I dont know how I let this certain mist evaporate in my catastrophic realm
out of all the things I have held on to

I let you go

waves flowing through my obscured destruction
I was left without a doubt
that your eyes didnt belong here
that your scent shouldnt linger on my clothing everday until you left

I would never want to get aquinted with it
what would I do when I smelt like myself again instead of you

being around you was like finally breathing fresh air
after living in black water suffocated
this I have gotten use to
but I had a taste of what is was like to breathe otherwise to have my eyes cleared of the blurry film
--

and it hurt
so much more than where I stood before

to have it taken away from me at such short notice
you might never even know young gentlemen the impact you had

on my cold fragile little soul

but I will never forget

your air will always linger around me even if its sways behind a million other thoughts