It's embarrassing
To never have an orgasm.
It's shameful
To not enjoy sex.
I crave it, sometimes.
I think of sex
And flesh
And joining
As much as anyone else.
But every time I try
It's just a big pile of shit.
It's horrible to know
That every time my juices get flowing,
There's no point.
In the end, I always feel like a shame to humankind.