I fall to the ground and sip back the poison
Whimpering while the voices scream at me
"You're worthless, you're fat,
you whore, you piece of shit
you're trapped, stuck here with them
you'll never leave your missery,
the years will pass and so will your life
your meaningless life filled with
unaccomplished dreams and failed promises"
I collapse in a pathetic heap
admitting my defeat to them
taking one last sip
as I reach for the gun to shut them up
once and for all