i'm gonna my life in happiness
i'll live with no regrets
and when they put me in the ground


let me be remembered as the one that never
fell in with the crowd.

let my friends say to my sister at my funeral

she was always a little different
but in a good way

dear lord
if i ever spray tan my vagina,
let you strike me down with lightning

Don’t ever let me go on a diet
for anyone else but me


and if there is ever a moment
when you see me from your pillows
and i am allowing myself
to hurt others,
hurt me.

hurt me until i suffer.
hurt me so i feel the pain that i have spread
and i will learn.

and if there is a day
when i don't enjoy learning
or a day that i don't make someone smile
or a day that i don't ask a question
do not be afraid to take me off this earth.

because on that day
i will be worth
nothing