words cannot easily express
all that my heart has come to understand
questions cannot easily ask
all that my heart has come to wonder

and so i have been stripped bare before the almighty God of the universe
even i do not know my heart like you do
i am decieved more easily by myself than any other
you know
i can only feel
like i feel
you have made me
human
and sometimes i wish i felt dead
rather than feeling so alive
because pain marks that i still live