I think I'm in denial
Had a bit of jolt, morning time.
A flutter in my heart,
the not so pleasant kind.
thing is;
I notice it's sensation
I'm not giving it due attention.
I've asked myself..
Why,
I know I ought to, so it stops bothering me
till I find what this thing is I know;
and don't want to know.
It has been while, since having a jolt.
it has me leaning to the right
physically symptomatic
...of this unease.
I was going to say maybe then;
yes,
I will attend to myself,
quietly
..later.
