Ok...I'm pretty sure I just walked in on you masturbating...but then again, I'm not really sure what your kinda people would call it.
Oh and now you're all over me like you were thinking of me the whole time. Uh-huh.
Wow. I'll give it to ya, you stay the course. Makes you pretty convincing.
What else do you have to think about though?
I suppose the internet battles over freedom of speech don't mean much to you. You never did use it much...
I mean speech...somehow you're all over the internet but I've never heard you speak a damn full sentence in the time I've known you.
How the hell do you remain so connected? Language: the great equalizer?
Your scars run really deep...deeper than mine. I still don't know which side you fight for.
I side with life, for all it's misgivings, misleading mysteries, and willingness to harbor these words through...existence.
I fight for the right that someone or something gave me to be formed from atoms and other smaller unknowable ingredients as part of a less knowable system.
I fight in the dark for the hope that one day the sun will actually rise and show us all what each other look like.
and show us we're not fighting on sides like we thought we were. that we're the only ones left.
and, well...damn we better start making something of our existence that isn't...a fight.
I feel like you're ten steps ahead of me, which is all the time in the world when you've been seein' the light at the end of the tunnel just up ahead ever since you first opened your eyes, first set foot in the cave, first made the leap into a dark earth.
Ignorance is bravery here...but wisdom comes from outside...when we accidentally step out into the light for a second. And then we shuffle and shimmy past whatever bright new horrors we don't wanna see, slamming our eyes shut until we're back in the cave.
For what we become.
Standing at the bottom of a murky lake
in the comfortable telling ourselves
this is it
We'll die where we were born: