I find my sensibilities fit for a mad man, either i am extremely happy and composed, or down right irate...there is no in between. I am either flying off the handle or hugging someone that needs help. Maybe its about understanding...you understand someones pain so that they can help someone else and hopefully when ur in pain that someone else is you. Either way my sensibilities are fit for a mad man.
I can't seem to fit in but perhaps that's why i am alive. If i had to guess, that would be the case because nothing else makes sense. I figure if you fit in you do not care and if you care, good luck!! I either love something or i hate it, if i am inbetween on anything it's simply because i do not care. I live my life based on caring...i care so much it breaks me in half sometimes. Is that simply the human condition...caring? or are some undisposed to it? I really dont know, if u ask me it comes back to understanding and when someone understands embrace it because it could all be gone tomorrow.
It's as if life has a way of playing with ur emotions, if ur too happy, it will make u sad, if ur sad, well, u will be sad, but then u will be happy. I guess you can't be happy forever...unless u are truely happy through and through. That's what life is like, it's like water! If u have a crack, life will fill it up, and then eventually that water will have to go somewhere and thats when you explode, as if ur a pop can in the freezer. That's the tricky thing about life, you never know when ur gonna explode...when will that last bit of water fill up all ur cracks and then BOOM! your all over the walls. Oh well i guess thats what keeps it interesting, it's like putting an egg in the microwave, u know whats gonna happen you just don't know when.