sitting still long enough to be,
one of the hardest things to do for me.
i am lost when i start life with all the shoulda woulda couldas of my
life, because it shrouds my openness to this very moment.
i'm embracing my heart to be free of the demons of my own making.
whole for the first time, I can't help erupting with laughter at
the joy and sadness of it all.