Tonight I am alone
And I feel it in my veins.
I am not needed for your life to continue
And I never will bee.
Tonight, every friend I have encountered
Is with other friends
And here I sit.
On the outside in the fence of my own self.
Trapped from ever becoming more
From ever having that certain spark
That certain thing
That makes any one person
I am here and I am staring into my future
From how alone I might be.
And I know my heart is tricking me
Losing him just seems like losing everything.