i was slicing my ******* wrists open because of what you did to me
what you made me
i was smashing my ******* head against cement walls and crying and thrashing and screaming for nights on end
endless turmoil that removed my ability to ******* feel

...and you
you were bragging to your friends
took her **** virginity
on the floor of her father's (the pastor's) house
while he was upstairs sleeping
she begs for my **** in her mouth
for me to blow all over her face
i finally fully corrupted my christian girlfriend
you said
**** waiting she practically jumped on my ****

you ******* bragged while i ******* tried to **** myself
while i ******* watched blood leak out of my ******* body
while i ******* pressed lit ******* matches into my wrist
you
*******
bragged
that you
****** ME.