Yesterday I heard more reasons why I didn't get a response in a proper time frame.  I was shocked as this is not a relationship more like a game.  I found the reasons not to be excuses.  I liked hearing why I was put off, which I am not used to.  I am very used to be put off and set aside without a word to help guide my mind as to why.  I hate that it leaves me wondering WHY???
Yesterday helped me see clear what it is I have to do here.
You showed me more consideration in one day than he did for his entire stay!
I wonder now how the **** I could chase someone down who has no interest when I am around.  I have been left to wonder, to wander around town.  I am rather seething that I was not even told you were leaving notice I am not receiving ...so much consideration..not found
So I want to take the time to thank you.  I saw what it is I need, so thank you.  I now see a flaw in his perfection.  And now I do not feel so much rejection ; )