I finally realized what is was I was looking for
It was easy love
The kind that poets write about and you feel at three a.m.
The sitting on your downtown balcony in the middle of a warm summer night
Stars out and time is infinite
Kind of love
The kind movies are about
The driving with the windows down singing your favourite songs
Kind of love

The kind of love that doesn’t exist
Or that you wish existed
But you know deep down you could never be that lucky
You're not that special
You're not that pretty
Happiness and love like that
Is for storytales
And tv series
And beautiful people
With ideal lives

Not for me
Not for you
And definitely not for us