I HATE YOU
yes you heard it right
I hate you for lying to me
for breaking my heart
for making me believe you were all mine
for kissing me as you leaned on to him
for making me feel I hurt you
when in truth you were slowly killing me all along

I hate you for making me love you so much
so much that it is so hard to hate you now
I hate you for calling me that night
and telling me that you love me
as you sat with him at the beach

I hate you because I am still not calling you a cheat
because I am hoping what my eyes saw was all wrong
because I am hoping you won't do it again
like you said you won't the time before
but I know you will because I know you

You lied to me that day
You lied to me that night

YOU leaned on to him
&
HE leaned on to you
NOT ME

"Have fun baby girl but take care okay. And don't get too close to boys, you know I don't like that"
"Don't worry about that baby, I know you don't. I will take care of it. I will be with my girlfriend, I don't know anyone else here"

Now that I think of those words
Oh god what a brilliant ******* liar you turned out to be

*DON'T
EVER
COME
TO
ME
AGAIN