i.
18 years ago
you touched me
16 years ago
you stopped
14 years ago
I finally told on you
Too late
was all I heard

ii.    
13 years
until I willingly was touched
1 more
till I was calm
I'm still waiting for a time
when I can truly let him love me

iii.
I never did confront you
for those 18 years of pain
And the years that are to follow
until I can really let someone in