9 things I wish to tell my past self
by Weakflowers
1. You’re going to meet a guy and he’s going to sweep you off your feet. He’s going to remind you why you wanted love in the first place.
2. You will find that one day he will shred your heart into pieces leaving you to pick up every little piece, cutting your self on the glass, because you, you are fragile.
3. Your parents are always going to upset you and most of the time you will wish that you were grown up already so you can go live on your own and “be happy” but you don’t understand that you can’t be happy if all you lived through was wishing and hoping on the future.
You never live in the present and Its so damn special.
4. No matter how many times you believe you will never find love again, you will. even if that means a speeded heart rate while your listening to your favourite song being the closest thing to love and thats okay.
5. Teenage hood will be rough, you will find yourself waking up in the morning wondering why you ever did, you will find yourself wondering the meaning, the value of everything, I guarantee that telling yourself that you’re going to get through another day, is worth it.
You will find yourself waking up one morning next to the person you love most in this world, and he will kiss your forehead and remind you on why you should stay, why you did.
6. If you’re tired of the wait, then find peace in the pleasures in life, write a poem, read a book, paint a picture.
Go hang out with friends, jump into a lake, laugh at your own jokes.
Life is beautiful, Stop worrying about the ending.
7.Because one day you are going to look back on your life and wonder why you ever worried about dying, it was a lot longer then you expected, it was worth the ride.
8. Write your dreams down, if thats the only thing that is worth remembering about the day then hold on to that, Because Life isn’t always an adventure when you avoid the marvel.
9. Find growth in your pain, Create yourself, Create others through your influence. You mean something.
Your influence is infinite, embrace it.