if love is what i feel for you
then i'd be scared
because the feelings within me
are a ticking bomb

one wrong cut of a wire
and i'd explode
leaving behind a mess
you don't want to see

My mind is a hurricane
Destroying my happiness
And wrecking the calm

My thoughts are the aftermath
Leaving me vulnerable
And lost in the mess

Your words are the relief
Bringing back hope
And restoring the calm.

Lights on the sea of hope
Boats with a fragile note

A pile of wishes sent
Fragments of broken men

Locked within is a heart
A dying and fading light

releasing every bit of hope
on a wave with colors shown

" write me a poem " he said to me
And lost myself with words for he
I write about the stars at night
And tell him he's a pretty sight

" write me a poem " he said to me
And listen to my heart beat
I write about the music i love
And tell him he's my favorite song

" write me a poem " he said to me
And rest my weary body free
I write about the comfort of home
And tell him he's my shelter from the storm

" write me a poem " he said to me
And laugh for my emotions towards he
I write about you and me
How we are never going to be.

All i know is
the feeling of drowning
in the sea of people

All i know is
knowing i'll be rejected
before they even say it

All i know are
the voices in my head
telling me i'm a failure

Now i know that
i can't be happy with myself
and no one else will be

because who would want
someone as broken
like me

He likes her
But is affectionate to me
And i want to ask
Why can't you leave me be?

He held my hand
And let my head rest on his shoulders

I thought for a moment it was real
And that he'll make my fears go away

We stared at the moon
And laughed under her light

Until that day
That i learned it meant nothing to him

And it meant everything to me

Because i thought i can be loved
Only to have my emotions played

'Til i was more broken
Than i was before.