There is no use to pretend
That Im ok & fine
Everything has shattered around
And my heart canť feel a bite
I feel like I have died inside
And my soul trying to getaway my body
Tears are falling down on cheeks
Eyes are getting wet
Hands are shaken on my body
It seems as life has reached to end
Im closeing to death by each step
And i canť feel nothing but
The queer enjoyable sense of being free.
I have decided to leave you alone
Here in this empty house
You have never been mine
And i have never been yourś
Seems we are living together
But our hearts are far apart
We gazing at each otherś face
Looking for a love that is lost
I looking at you for the hundreds of time
Hope to hear a word from you
I have struggled days and nights
Killing the love which you brought to my heart
Who says you can forget the one
Whom brought happiness to your heart?
My dear, I called you late in June
I wandered through the many moons
And I stood tall and I ran long
Before I questioned where you'd gone
You told me you would be back soon
That March you sang a different tune
A parting hands and parting lips
Left all our promises eclipsed
And so I let you go away
Doting on your return someday
And someday came and someday went
Until I found my patience spent
And so my dear, I call to you
A wanting on a waning moon
I poke upon the dying embers
And wonder where you'll be December
I used to be unhappy
Nagging & crying all the day
Till i found the way
How to be a happy girl
I started to enjoy life
Not like all others
I felt every moment of it
By my heart & soul
I havenť got anything I want
But I have list of things to do
Laughing, playing& singing a song
Enjoying the things I could
Life is not easy all the time
But This change
Nothing lasts forever
Keeping that in your mind
Singing, dancing all the time
Im a happy girl tillI have a breath in my lungs!
And everytime I thought that there is something left
I complained about everyone
I see everything in Itś negative side
Then I became depressed
Everything was dead to me
Finally tonight I opend my eyes & found the truth
If I could only have you I would take your hand
We would travelling around the world
We would be alwayse together like fork & spoon
If I could only have you
I would taste the love
With Itś bitterness & sweet flavours
I know I may be wrong
Though love is not a flavour
And you are not here now
So, whatś I can do now;
When my heart is alone?
I keep dreaming everyday I will see you
You will come & seize my hand
My hands wonť be cold & swore.
Your love will be end of that!
Life is about good & bad days
But sometimes your life takes you to It toughest part
To examine how much you are strong; that doesnť mean you are not strong but It examines how much you can rebuild yourself when a storm come to your life.
If you have hardship donť get dissappointated or blue
The winner is one who stand till the last
You have given a vulnerable soul& heart but, trust me
You will gain something more wealthier thing than you lose. like a piece of a diamond which it is hidddn in a shell,
Big win will come to your life when you have hard days. Wait for that; keep strong
Itś summer & I canť do anything but rest. Cause Im weakier than alwayse.
My only wish & dream these day is to be better soon
& I ask god all day to help all of other people who are ill too; I ashamed myself for complaining about life cause I underestood eating & speaking are both great.
I don't see the colour of your skin.
the colour of your heart.
Is it dark and putrid or
is it the color of a soft and lilting tune?
Is it filled with warm tones,
Hues of ice and snow,
Do you give or take?
Do you love or hate?
I don't see race or faith,
I just see you-
your energy, your words, your actions.
I see you; I just simply
Every one of us deserves love and kindness. Every single one of us.
By Jennifer R Fay Copyright 2016