Oregon    1982 -    
I'm Mel,

I have a wicked sense of humor! How do I know? Because I crack me up all the time!!
I'm one of those people who wants to be the reason you look down at your phone, smile, then walk into a pole.
I want to make people happy. Like happier than when you wake up and realize you still have 2 more hours of sleep left!
I'm somebody who if you didn't know what's going on, I would totally fill you in, or reaffirm the fact that you're not alone in not knowing what's going on.
I'm somebody who always has you're back, like if we are at the store and you're like "NOOOOO they don't have my favorite chips!" I would be like "Those Jerks!" and go find a manager.

I write because it helps me process negative things that I've dealt with in my life. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, and I'm a very strong person...now.
I'm Mel,

I have a wicked sense of humor! How do I know? Because I crack me up all the time!!
I'm one of those people who wants to be the reason you look down at your phone, smile, then walk into a pole.
I want to make people happy. Like happier than when you wake up and realize you still have 2 more hours of sleep left!
I'm somebody who if you didn't know what's going on, I would totally fill you in, or reaffirm the fact that you're not alone in not knowing what's going on.
I'm somebody who always has you're back, like if we are at the store and you're like "NOOOOO they don't have my favorite chips!" I would be like "Those Jerks!" and go find a manager.

I write because it helps me process negative things that I've dealt with in my life. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, and I'm a very strong person...now.

Ever so sweetly you touch my lips
A gentle caress, whisper soft
My hand slides around your neck pulling you closer

You deepen the kiss with your tongue
A ritual mating dance ensues
Each leading the other through heightened sensations

The fever builds, the blood rushes
Hands begin to roam freely
Exploring each others body with wonderous delight

My breath begins to come faster
And my heart begins to race
My skin tingles with desire aching for something more

Your hand cradles my neck
Fingers kneading the flesh
Slowly you work your way up to my skull

Swiftly you grab my hair
Yanking my head straight back
Putting my throat on display for your hot lips

Your tongue tastes my skin
Sending shockwave shivers
As your lips devour your way down my neck

A desperate moan escapes
As your fingers creep under my shirt
Like a magnate they close on my breast snuggly

My back arches forward
Giving you silent permission
My body craving your touch as much as your kiss

#kiss   #heart   #desire   #breath   #lips   #skin   #shiver   #breast   #moan   #tingle  

Caught in the act, trapped in the fact
I made my bed now I have to lie in it.
I wanted to win, but it was a sin
Now I have to confess to it.

Like a shooting star, I fell so far
In the tick of a clock I was in too deep.
Now I've been stained, I just feel drained
I've made too many secrets to keep.

"Let me out!" I wanted to shout
But there was nobody around to hear
And even if they did, I was no longer a kid
I've tightened my own noose I fear

This was it, I'm afraid to admit
I can no longer count the sins I've made.
I lie in wait, for a terrible fate
It wont take long for my existence to fade.

#sin   #depression   #anger   #trapped   #guilt   #lie   #caught  

The lies choke me,
constricting my throat with their icy tentacles.
Vines riddled with thorns,
twist and scrape inside my airway.
Blood running down my trachea
pools in my lungs,
Each burbling breath
a disturbing reminder of the webs I've woven.

#lies   #breath   #blood   #guilt   #lie   #throat   #thorns   #disturbing   #choke   #webs  

The father is the trunk standing tall and firm
Showing conviction to the young, by his example they learn.
His roots seek nourishment, he never stops to rest
His family wants for nothing because he gives his best.
He patiently endures, and meets all demands
His strength is impressive, mighty and grand.

The mother is the branches stretching her arms to hold her child
Firm and flexible, strong and mild.
Her leaves of protection give shelter from the rain
That are the tears of rejection, injustice and pain.
Her pearls of wisdom are like ripening fruit
Sweetly teaching in her great repute

This family tree gets taken for granted
So many children grow up empty handed
Even though at times they may all disagree
There is nothing more essential than the family tree.

#father   #mother   #tree   #family   #children  

Swirling colors dancing flames
Bring this monochrome world to shame
A rainbows arc crowning the earth
A shimmering sight proving its worth

The songs of whales echo in the deep
And the howls of a wolf grace my sleep
They are music most pure, in a world gone mute
They are so hauntingly absolute

Winters death gives way to spring
And all the flowers it does bring
The summers rays warms us all
Then cools us down with the breeze of fall

Morning grass glistens with dew
Reflecting colors of every hue
There is beauty in life, if you care to see
Just open your eyes and heart to thee

#life   #nature   #beauty   #earth  

I miss you
I miss your smile
I miss your laugh
Thinking about it
Takes me back
To a time less lonely
Without this pain
A time free
From all this shame
I wish I had said
I wish I had done
Too many wishes
Left undone
How many times
Can one heart break
How many regrets
Can one heart take
I'm empty inside
That is the truth
But how can I learn
To not miss you

#heartbreak   #sad   #lonely   #missing  

Too many waves
Too much commotion
Too many thoughts
And too much emotion
Back and forth, up and down
The world is rocking, I think I'll drown
I'm losing touch, I can't commit
I can't help it, I'm sea sick.

Too many people
Not enough air
I'm a prisoner
Tied to this chair
Too fast, too slow, side to side
No privacy on this stifling ride
I'm losing my mind bit by bit
I can't help it, I'm car sick

Slow me down, silence the storm
Its 40 below yet I'm still too warm
Too much chaos I can't breathe
I retreat inside, cuz I can't leave
Shattered glass, bottled up tight
Too scared to quit, too tired to fight
Im losing this battle, I've lost my way
I'll lose my life, if I delay
This fear inside is swallowing me whole
Will I ever calm my tormented soul?

 
To comment on this poem, please log in or create a free account
Log in or register to comment