who used to be my source of happiness
when life was being a bitch and pressure is real
You found me in that short period of time we sat together
and just like that, we talked about everything
and our little dreams;
where you are you
and I am I
And it’s just your smile
that shines the darkest-little-room of my heart
when being with you simply brings happiness to my sky
who used to be my highschool sweetheart
and will forever be a best-friend of mine
in this very shitty life
When being a human means,
you have to deal with a lot of sadness
And by loving someone means,
you have to deal with a lot of goodbyes
were the very first person
whom said to me ‘goodbye’
and didn’t leave me with a brokenheart
the feeling when you know that everything's over
but still, it isn't..
And you know it isn't
but you keep reminding yourself that it is
so that you won't look so pathetic
But at the end of the day, still, it isn't..
At least for you, it isn't..
And you know,
Those random nights when you can't sleep,
And in your mind,
its like a movie of
happy and sad and angry moments of your life,
When it's suddenly hits you hard..
why such happy moments
make you a saddest girl in the world right now?
And it just hurts,
Because you know,
You know, deeply in your heart..
It isn't over