You smile, I smile.
You wave, I wave.
I hug, you hug back.
I’ve fallen, but I doubt you have.

I know you might be a little awkward,
But I can work with that.
I know you might be a little anti-social,
But so am I.

I find you adorable,
But do you me?
I make me laugh,
But do I you?

I know it’s odd,
We’ve known each other how long?
Not long in fact,
Not long enough for me to ‘know’ you.

I know you in a daily way,
But I don’t know who you are.
I want to though,
Really I do.

I want to know what makes you tick,
I want to know what makes you YOU.
I want to know your successes,
And I want to know your mistakes.

I want to get to know you,
I want to hang out more.
I want more hugs from you,
I simply want you.

You’re like that lanky worn out teddy,
The one you clutch and feel safe.
The teddy that keeps away the sad thoughts,
The teddy that helps you fall asleep.

I think you’re what I need,
Something safe and sturdy.
I think you’re that wall,
The one I need to lean on.

I may never tell you this,
But at least I told me.
And for now,
I guess I can work with that.

For bullies, for friends,
For pain like no other,
For hate, for happiness,
One tear then yet another.

Forsaken, for hope,
For times left alone,
For anger, for hate,
One must answer fate.

For being in the "right",
For believing in the "Light",
For knowing the pain,
One for your game.

For innocence once lost,
For the dearest of costs,
For paying the price,
One for what's "right".

Journey ever onward,
And keep looking upward,
Take what you need,
Just one death to be free.

Try as you may,
And cry as you pray,
Take yet another life,
This One for the "Light".

Defeat is the word,
For the tattered and torn,
Death rode the night,
When she took her life.

They stand near the grave,
Of a soul who just caved,
Saved by the blade,
One sacrifice for love.

A child still in age,
Dreams yet unmade,
Forever the lost girl,
One life for the fun.

Prayers for Bobby,
And all alike.
Not knowing the love,
But still taking the hike.

Just show them you care,
Before they take their own life.
And show them they’re loved,
Before they ask of the knife.

Bobby jumped into traffic,
‘Cause his mom didn’t know.
She thought she could cure him,
Of being ****.

Some parents want therapy,
For their child’s different ways.
But that just doesn’t work,
You can’t just “cure” gays.

They may stand up in hope,
That one day you’ll just love.
But until that day comes,
You’ll look down from above.

A friend took a razor,
Across her own wrist.
She thought of the pain,
And wished she didn’t exist.

You don’t know what’s wrong,
Until you see the scars.
And you won’t understand,
‘Till you read the memoirs.

Many times a day,
Many thoughts will stray.
Many people will jump,
Or watch their blood pump.

Just think of what you say,
Before it gets overheard.
Who it will affect,
And just how it’s absurd.

We’re all born different,
We’re not just like you.
Our differences shine,
And sometimes debut.

You don’t have to like it,
And you don’t have to agree.
But ***** what you think,
I’m gonna be me.

I feel the breeze,
On my face,
I wonder now,
If its the place.

I remember how,
We used to be,
I remember why,
You came to me.

I look back,
On everything,
And wonder why,
I'm crying.

I see the beach,
I feel the sand,
Where we first walked,
Hand in hand.

I remember how,
It used to be,
And I remember why,
You left me.

I see you smile,
As you walk away,
Not knowing if,
You'll come back someday.

I feel the tears,
Fall down my face,
As I watch you go,
Through the curtains of lace.

I feel the pain,
Almost everyday,
And wish it would,
All go away.

I watch the news,
Wonder where you are,
Not knowing if,
You're near or far.

I got the call,
At half past noon,
It said that you,
Were coming home soon.

I miss you more,
And more each day,
I hope that you,
Won't come home that way.

When you got home,
I started to cry,
They said your plane,
Fell from the sky.

Now you're gone,
But I'll get through,
Even though there's only,
Memories of you.

I'm ready to jump
and I'm on the wall,
I hear you yelling
from down the hall.

You said don't do it
but I ignored your plea,
why cant you just
let me be free.

Just let me get rid
of this pain inside,
let me get rid
of this mask that hides.

I hate the pain
that I always feel,
and I swear to you
it all is real.

So here I stand
up on the wall,
it's two stories up
one gust of wind and I will fall.

The wind it blows
as the rain starts to fall,
not a sound can be heard
till the raven starts to call.

As I jump
I fall gracefully,
I hope you never
feel hate towards me.

You really never liked me
so why must you cry,
I felt I had to do it
I knew I had to die.

Do you cry because you loved me?
Do you cry because you can?
Do you cry because you miss me?
Did you want to be my man?

As you watch them take my body
you hear it in the news,
you figured you'd come meet me
you had nothing left to lose.

Why are there tears,
When I look at your face,
Why do I cry,
When I see this place.

Why can't I realize,
The pain is not real,
Why can't you notice,
The mask that will ****.

What happens when,
I hate my own life,
Where'd it go wrong,
That I had to use this knife.

As I feel the blood,
Fall down my arm,
I know the knife,
Has done it's harm.

I feel the warmth,
I feel the pain,
I see your tears,
They are in vain.

I'm here on the floor,
In a puddle of blood,
I see you coming,
Your covered in mud.

It must be raining,
Your soaking wet,
I feel my heart,
Die in one last breath.