Please, I need you back;
I need to pack and travel between both houses and back.
Mother I miss you, I miss being with you.
Mother I'm sorry I'm just another stupid kid,
don't know what I did,
forgive me please?
Then we can finally be at ease;
old memories,
flood back to my mind;
A simpler time when things were fine
These past four months have been straight up hell.
Disregard, didn't mean to whine.
You make me sick but I need you still,
racing uphill.
Another day, another pill.
Do you not see?
what you've done to the she
that used to be you daughter?
That innocent princess,
she's been slaughtered.
She's gone,
absent of you,
and with every new dawn,
rises a monster.

I lay with you after,
amused,
by the thought of my brothers finding out.

You made me
promise,
not to tell anyone.

Hush now boy and don't
worry,
this secret's too satirical to spoil.

I love that you know that they'd
****,
you for being more than a friend to me.

That you were their,
friend,
before my secret.