I've fucked,
My friends make love
What about me
Attracts boys
Who only fuck?
I've never made love.
Is it just bad luck?
What about me
Attracts boys
Who don't love?
I just want to have
A natural relationship
Not a business deal,
Where I'd use my body,
To buy love that isn't quite real.
Just someone care.
Just someone see.
I am not just a piece of meat.
I need warm arms around me,
And words so sweet.
Where are you
Boy,
Who can stand loving me?
Your feelings are perplexing,
When I'm not undressing.
Your affection is amiss,
I'm sure.
Do you know what you've fallen for?
The monster that you're feeding?
I don't want to hear that you love me,
I just want a firm beating.
You've seemed to have strayed from the trail,
My dear.
You've seemed to have lost your way.
No one will hear your wails,
My dear.
No one will find my prey.
Bound to your side, I'm trapped in silence.
Just a possession.
Is it sex or only violence
That feeds your obsession?
You send me to a broken state,
Where I can take the pain just long enough,
Then I am numb
Then I just disappear.
So go on, infect me and scare me to death.
Tell me I asked for it,
Tell me I'll never forget.
You could give me anything but love,
Anything but love.
Does it feel good to deny,
Hurt me with nothing?
Some sort of satisfaction
You get from mindfucking?
Oh stripped down to my naked core,
The darkest corners of my mind are yours.
That's where you live.
That's where you breathe.
So go on, infect me and scare me to death
Dare me to leave you,
Tell me I'll never forget.
You could give me anything but love,
Anything but love.
Without any faith.
Without any light.
Condemn me to live.
Condemn me to lie.
Inside I am dead.
So go on, infect me and scare me to death.
I'll be the victim,
You'll be the voice in my head.
You could give me anything but love,
Anything but love.
Blind trust
A whispered word
A gentle touch
Both felt and heard
Heart beats
So very fast
Wanting for this
Moments to last
Soft kiss
A stinging slap
A guiding hand
To His hard lap
Deep breath
A spoken word
The sweetest sound
You've ever heard
"You're mine.
These ties that bind to me are eternal.
Body, Soul, Mind."
Being taken- and I feel alive again
Not only by the length and girth of you
But by your hands...
And words; "Shhhh...grunt for me,
Show me how you ache..."
It beats...a pounding in my temples
Each thrust
The water's steady drumming-hypnotic
Your grip on my hair tightens, pulling harder
I'm still to allow everything
The bite of pain...the delicious sting of it
Races through me.
My swollen clit screams for you,
Your hand rests heavily on my lower back...
Close to my left hip, pushing against you.
Driving you deeper....
This...sole telling of
How I am yours...possessed
So eloquently...
Thank God you chose me.
