Lust & Love: The Dark Side.
If you'd stop that gasping
for just one second
then maybe I'd have chance to
explain!
You said you adored the feel
of my arms around you,
so, as a surprise,
I've tied my hands in knots
(I snapped each fingerbone to do it,
one by one, before shattering each elbow
and wrapping them around your neck)
and now you'll never be without.
What do you mean, too much?
How can an embrace be too tight?
You didn't think it too much when
I served you those thin honeyed slices
of my belly for your dinner
the other night.
Because the shops had shut
and I was desperate to delight you,
so I sharpened the meat knife
(Don't touch it, by the way, it's lethal)
and sunk it right in to my midsection
in terribly jagged lines.
You were always the better carver.
You can do it next time.
Of course you can breathe.
What do you mean, disgusting?
It didn't even bleed that much,
I just mopped the puddles up with that new dress,
you know, the one my sister bought me?
Yeah, the maid of honour one.
Well, it was the first thing to hand
and I didnt want you slipping
on my silly old blood.
What did you say? I can't hear you
because of all that gasping nonsense.
I just want to please you!
I thought you'd be happy that I did
everything I could.
I couldn't bear for you to leave me
for some bitch who offered 'more'.
I think that's a little bit unfair...
I don't think its insane to want
things to work out.
Would you not do the same for me?
Honey, you've gone quiet.
Are you ignoring me?
You're not angry, are you?
Baby?
...Hello?
I love you
is the biggest white lie,
I've ever heard.
Stop the car.
I'm ready to go home.
Now.
Cause this,
this obviously isn't working out.
You could make my world fall apart
Or you could give me a brand new start.
Things are going up and down
And I'm fighting for something that can't be found.
Look in my eyes and tell me you're here
'Cause it almost feels like I'm losing you, Dear.
I can tell there's something wrong in the air
And all I can do is just sit and stare.
I wish you could tell me what is on your mind
Because I hate feeling like I'm deaf, dumb, and blind.
In these times,
I am.
Unsure of what
I see.
& If
my eyes,
have not betrayed
my heart.
I will, only know you..
As a
monster,
Medusa.
Is your snake hungry?
Trapped again,
once more I've been
tucked in so tight.
I've caught myself
slowly suffocating in between
your silky sex-sheets.
Baby, just
pressure me into
putting out.
One more time.
Sing,
me another
one
of your,
lovely lullaby lies.
Put me to sleep
&
turn off my night light.
Or,
whatever, you do.
But when you're finished,
take whatever's left
of me.
And cast it
down into the darkness.
My body wants
to get back
with my soul.
Devil's downstairs
at the neighbors
lil'
hole in the wall.
We're just sitting
ducks
in a government funded
housing pond.
& I'm too afraid
to sleep.
In my own slum.
Thank you, for ruining my life.
Striking matches.
Smilin'.
I'm going to
watch you burn.
Bitch.
Which way
to the
half-way house?
I'm not feeling so hot
Today, Doc.
My mood rings'
burning red
with rage.
& My chests
bleeding black
in honor
of my
broken heart.
Just playing
the hand
you dealt me.
Call me out.
Bluffin'.
Maybe I am.
But what's
the big deal?
When every-body-else is
full of shit too?
Bloody Mary,
Bloody Mary,
Bloody Mary,
isn't the only ghost I see in the mirror.
Our resemblance haunts me like a lost soul in purgatory.
Helpless and horrified.
Damned, burning like a match does in hell.
Incinerating deep with in my pumping void.
I stopped caring
when you said you had nothing left to live for.
You took the train and left me at the station.
But when the night ends and the sun wakes up
I'll rise from my pine box and live again.
I'm not
being belligerent.
I'm being
drunk.
Can I have a
shot of whiskey
on-the-rocks?
With an extra glass
to throw up in?
Rocks pour.
He fucked
that whore.
Now we’re
nothing more.
At least I have his
Credit card.
Say goodbye to your fortune,
Babe.
It’s about to hop on
The American Express.
