Beginnings

Pain, pain, come to me.
The darkness, the darkness, let me see.
So much, so much, so much debris.
If you knew, you would agree...

You didn't have to let me down.
I shouldn't have this constant frown.
But now you say you've moved on in life,
While I just sit here holding this knife

Too much anger, too much please.
How can one live on his knees?
It's hard all over, don't ever forget it.
But I know I have to try and submit.
For I will be here awhile,
Waiting... waiting... waiting in style.

You made a choice, it ruined my life,
I almost used that shiny knife.
Then somehow, somehow, could it be?
That you could really, actually see?
You made me cry, you made me weep.
But I think it's time to make The Sweep.

The silence can be murder
Blowing nothing but wind
See you can't do anything bout it
Because they say you don't fit in
"Why not?" you ask them constantly
But no answer is due to commit
The silence can be murder

The knife is out, I'm ready to break.
But then I start to shift and shake.
Everyone here can see,
All I want to do is end me.
So what's holding me back?
I'm already off track.
Then thoughts of her rush to my head.
And that's what did it.
I am dead.

Caution to the wind?
Mustn't be afraid of getting skinned.
Love is like that, don't you know?
The one, the only, the big Heart Show.

Live, love, laugh, learn.
Just make sure you make the right turns.
Don't look back if you turn left though,
Cause all that does is lead to concerns.

Waking up is so grand,
Like life is pulling you, by the hand.
It's not all perfect, there's room for complaint,
Sleeping can also leave a taint.
Nightmares can come and scare you to death,
But don't freak out, and don't do meth.
You'll be fine, I'll promise you that,
Just please get up and feed the cat.

Rejection is what I'm feeling,
No more love, no more healing.
Why do I have to do this?
You're the one that I miss.
My life is gone, gone with you
So much hurt... I wish I could sue..