She should have been fine,
Right school, good family, right color,
But she was at the age when things go wrong.
She began to feel the weight
Of weightless things
And the need to be someone
No one could be outside the cover of a magazine.
So the doubt crept in and
Muddied her image in the mirror
Then frustration took hold
Because she couldn't reach a
Place that never was
Or ease the pain of that failure.
One bad day, the devil whispered
Through the mouth of a boy who knew her pain
In his hand a pill, he said,
“It's cool, everybody does”.
But she heard through tortured adolescent thoughts
“Here is peace, acceptance is here, belonging “.
And so she did and did
And when she tried to turn away
The whisper became a shout, then a command
And the pill became a needle in her arm.
When money ran out, she started selling
Pieces of her soul in backseats, or ***** hotels.
The devil left her then, he had won.
No more promises, no dreams, or hopes or even fears
Only the need for something
No one ever needed.
Her world became an illustration
She maintained with just enough sense
To keep her on the street, but
It wasn't enough in the end.
Her mother found her in her bed
Afterward the woman always said
“She looked so peaceful and
So young. “My little girl “.
Somewhere the devil whispered,
“Peace” and laughed.
Love your kids enough to look closely at them. They need us in this crazy world.