If I could meet you where you are
I'd be there
But I can't
Because I have to meet me where I am

I wish I could look into your eyes again
I really like you so much
But I don't like your friend zone
Goodbye

Everything it was
Or wasn't
Felt like bliss
I've learned my lesson
I know I can't tell you how I feel
But somehow
I hope you know

August 8, 2023
Something clicked
And the floodgates opened
There is one manifestation
I never want
Because
I don't want to change a thing for you
I don't want your life to change for me
Stay where you are
What happens in my dreams
Is my only secret
And I will take it to my grave

I really can't manifest you, can I
I guess at some point I should stop trying
I always get what I want
She said delusionally
Staring at an image of Barbados
Pretending she was there
Instead of here
In a river of tears
Dried
From the long standing drought
In doubt

I can only love him from afar
Will it always be like this
Loving people so out of reach
Stuck dating ones easy to resist
Mistook as someone easy to get
Facing anger when *** I reject
Because I want something real
True and long term
Not something fleeting
This court is adjourned

It took a while
But you captured me
In an astral plane
We cannot be
Stay where you are
In reality
But visit all you like
When I sleep
I'll never tell you
What I've seen
When we travel
In night's dream