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Becca Jun 2013
We sit in small circles on plastic chairs,
Relearn each other, distance of a year,
And the evening grows dimmer, the glare
Of lights grows brighter here,

But it's a long time since we met.
Space snatches our next meeting.
In busy-ness, passing days, suns set -
Do we ever notice?

Meetings long-awaited,
Briefly lived, treasured as stars;
Each reminds the truth seldom stated:
Next time the lost chair may be ours.
Becca Jun 2013
My Grandpop's box has a word in bronze
Nailed into the lid
Of smooth plastic - fingerprints
On the box where the past is hid.

What cloistered things
What daring lives in the passage of the years
Lie dusted, browned, rimed with rust,
Blotted of fargone tears?
Becca Sep 2012
Time is a Tyrant - this truth well known
To all who have found and lost -
A Tyrant dividing each to their own
In a game of the hour glass' cost.

"Time is a Tyrant," said the Nurse to the Babe
On the day the Babe was born,
"So be sure to serve it well, behave,
Or forever be caught forlorn."

And the Babe that grew was as careful as mice
Not to stir the temper of mighty Time;
He ducked and he cowered, he froze into ice
And the frost on his heart turned to rime.

Then one day, as the Babe-grown-Man walked in the woods,
Hurrying so as never to tarry,
He was stopped in his tracks at the sight of an Angel
Whose treasure of love 'twas his burden to carry.

They walked arm in arm, this Angel and Man,
Till the sun in the leaves filtered emerald hue,
Then he down on one knee and sobbingly sang:
"I love, it is true, I love..."

But there in his head, as the Nurse had said,
Was Time, the Tyrant of ever,
And the Man, now standing, "I hate you," he said,
"I will love you... but never, but never."

The Angel fled, with tears on pale cheeks,
And white feathers strewing the air,
But the Man, left behind, was catching the streaks
Of her misery, soft as her hair.

Years passed in the wood, and the sunlight fled
The boughs where the lovers had been,
And now in their stead was Time's cruel tread
Spinning loaming of poisonous green.

Yet, many years after, the Man returned
And found his Angel there.
They sat in the shade of the sun, last it burned,
As he told her, at last, still, "I care.

"But Time is a Tyrant, for this you must know,
With a chain put around every heart;
The moment I loved you and thought love could grow
Time's chain grew tighter and forced us to part."

For Time is a Tyrant - this truth well known
To all who have played and lost,
Who have struggled and fought just to keep their own
In the game of the hour glass' cost.
Becca Sep 2012
Sleeping -- how I was until I dreamt of you.
Slamming -- my heart against the cage of bone when you became real.
Screaming -- for you to only notice.
Sobbing -- because you said you didn't care.
Secret -- with all the thoughts I wanted to shout out but didn't dare.
Submerged -- the truth. I hid behind a wall, so you couldn't see me.
Scared -- so I kissed you.
Stupid -- all along, you felt it too.
Sorry -- we were both too late.
Becca Sep 2012
Black waters, cruel heart,
The Kelpie sits upon his throne
For eternity, doomed to play his part
And wait in vain for his one true own.

His servants are the poisonous eel,
Sea serpent, corpse, and dead man's ghost
Of his victims - though no pain they feel,
In death must earn his wrath the most.

In daylight was this lord's last goodness
Spurned and cast to mocking sea;
From damsel's touch this heart of darkness
Sprang, shall remain eternally

So: Once a time of cool recklessness
Brought the Kelpie ashore as the sun descended,
In pursuit of the voice as sweet as goodness
That sang ere the song of day had ended.

The Kelpie left the waters
For love of land-born daughter
And laid upon her lips a kiss,
And wove her his enchantment: --

"Tell me, maiden, do you weep
For Love's encounter sorely missed?
Do you not know the deep seas seek
Such tears as yours - they shall be kissed

"Beyond remembrance of those sad eyes,
Without recall of downcast smile
(The sea must love you in disguise
Only to scare sweet sorrows awhile.)

"Then let my voice your heart caress.
Come, take these hands to lead you hence
Into the surf, leave all duress
That land can offer; Love's light is sent

"To guide you, though the soulless waters
Close above your grief-bowed head.
Know, I will always follow after --
I, dark prince in daylight's stead."

He drew her to the sea's dark shore -
His eyes focused of one foul will:
To take her breath on ocean's floor
And so to bid her song be still.

But the girl wouldn't go.
Behold! the mourning dawns
screams the shadows
away from the living orb!


Dark man -- melts the mask
Away: Black horse, drown
Your sorrows forever at the
Bottomless depths of loathing.


She would not listen to his charms
When sunlight's worth came hers at last;
Now night, now day, his empty arms
Clutch mildewed dregs of the past.

Cruel waters guard the frozen heart
Of the Kelpie who sits upon his throne,
A slave to Love -- his one true part,
Bestowed by a gentle earthly voice

she left him alone.
Becca Sep 2012
how do you wait, ensilvered in the night,
Lord of Stars and Angels, gods, kings,
patiently - as though you have the Right
to outlive Time and all her tired things?
surely the emptiness of Hollow Space,
as black as hearts whose love is dearly sold,
should dull your shine and rob you of your grace
till lonely human hearts grew sudden cold?
even this hour i wake alone and think
such thoughts as the bright Sun would somehow miss;
without you i am the Anchor and i sink -
i lift my face to moonbeam's silver kiss,
the distant pull that keeps wandering strong
towards Moon's still softly silent song.
Becca Sep 2012
I saw a dancer, seductive
Trail-blazer, paint a picture
Of the future; in the future

There were silvered swans
Gliding the surfaces of mirrors,
Dragons spewing sunset

Into the sky. Later, the moon -
Distant dream-fellow, will rise
Above a plane of promises.

But the dancer tripped and fell,
I was reminded the stars are cruel
To reach with lesser fuel

Than is needed, imagined
Only in a dreamer's desperation
To depart an insensible nation.

— The End —