Your eyes hold my future
Your heart holds my love
Looking at you I don’t know where to start
Do I tell you how much I adore you
Saying you love me too
Spending hours and hours together
Sticking together through the weather
Planning days and trips away
Hoping that I’ll Marry you one day
Spend the rest of my life with you
You stick by me like glue
Through the good and the bad
When I’m sad or mad
You make me smile when no one can
Struggle to believe I am your man
I love you with all my heart
My worst fear is being apart
Like I told you from the start
I’m here to stay and make you happy
You put up with me when I’m snappy
So here’s to us
Being with you is a must
You’ve made me a better me
All my love you’ve set free

I've only ever longed for death
That fatal desire to feel my final breath
No talents,goals or dreams.
Only to see my ****** flow in streams
The feeling of happiness is a place I haven't found.
But to be it feels like it's 6 feet under ground
Friends and lovers come and go.
But this world isn't for me that's what I know.
I've tried once or twice to end the pain.
But now I'm stuck with the feeling of shame
Maybe you could help, maybe I just need a push.
Take your time there is no rush.
To help me succeed would be the greatest thing.
It won't hurt you or leave you with a sting.
Say what you want,say what you must.
Because my knifes getting dull covered in rust.

To the Girl whom i loved and adored
cherished, cared and craved for
I Never meant to cause you hurt
guess it's time to get up off this dirt

To the Girl whom i loved and adored
loved,loathed and loved for
I'm sorry for how it ended
i knew you i shouldn't have befriended

To the Girl whom i loved and adored
miss,missed and missing you
I know this is nothing but its a start
Hopefully one day i'll have your heart

Reading old messages from the girl i loved.
crying to sleep because i was the one she loved.
Missing her smile all day long.
I cant live anymore so what's really wrong.

Seeing things that remind me of her.
wanting nothing in this world besides her.
Thinking how to end it all by tonight
maybe pills, God knows i might.

So this is my farewell, My Goodbye
I love you all but this is goodbye.
Handful of pills and a heart full of regret
I'll take my life and that you can bet.

You said you wanted me to grow up, so I did
You wanted me to learn to love, so I did
You begged me to stop being clingy, so I did
You asked me to stop being stubborn, so I did
You asked me to be truthful, so I did
You told me to leave you two alone, so I did
You said I should jump of a bridge, so I did

lightning crashes, a new mother cries
her placenta falls to the floor
the angel opens her eyes
the confusion sets in
before the doctor can even close the door

lightning crashes, an old mother dies
her intentions fall to the floor
the angel closes her eyes
the confusion that was hers
belongs now to the baby down the hall

oh now feel it comin' back again
like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it.

lightning crashes, a new mother cries
this moment she's been waiting for
the angel opens her eyes
pale blue colored iris,
presents the circle
and puts the glory out to hide, hide

oh now feel it comin' back again
like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it. I can feel it.


I can feel it comin' back again
like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it.

I can feel it comin' back again
like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it.

I can feel it comin' back again
like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin' from the center of the earth again

I put myself through this hell just to get close to you. Even though I know you are with you know who.

I call you on the phone to hear your voice, yet I can also hear his voice.

You say you love me but it's not for me,I should just leave you two to be.

I used to look in your eyes and kiss your lips, now you do the same and kiss his lips.

I had plans to be with you until then end, but I know I'm barely a friend.

I showed you love and affection,but it had nothing on his affection.

Just a bad mistake in a though time,I was stupid enough to call you mine.