Las Vegas    2000 -    
I'm a small girl in a big down where dreams come true everyday. I just hope that this is the same place mine will.

I get inspiration from music and poems, so if anything sounds like something you've heard before, private message me and it will be deleted as soon as possible. I do not mean to steal other peoples work that is not my goal.
I'm a small girl in a big down where dreams come true everyday. I just hope that this is the same place mine will.

I get inspiration from music and poems, so if anything sounds like something you've heard before, private message me and it will be deleted as soon as possible. I do not mean to steal other peoples work that is not my goal.
Chloe Helton
Chloe Helton
3 days ago

You're always there, when I smile.
But not right now.
I can't stop myself from frowning now.
Smiling mouth with my deadened eyes
and quivering all alone in my mind.
I remember when you said
that if I need you, you'll be right there.

Why don't you love me
anymore? Was I sickening to the touch?
Why don't you love me
anymore? Did I scare your love away?
I need you back. You won't come back.
You won't return my love.
How can I obtain the love that you hold in your heart?

You're always there, when I laugh.
But you're gone now.
Screaming, crying in a storm of feelings.
Smiling until I get home,
is this some kind of sick joke?
I miss the ways you held my hand.
I love you and it hurts to see you.

How could it be, that I've fallen
for you, even though you
walked away? You should have stayed by my side.
After all you said you would.
Please don't leave. Why did you leave?
You promised you would always be there.
I'll be waiting if you want to return.

#love   #heartbreak   #sad   #pain   #sadness   #alone   #loss   #hurt   #romance   #her  
Chloe Helton
Chloe Helton
5 days ago

You're behind my tainted eyes,
the one who's perfect in the moonlight.
I crave to see your beauty,
but I cannot see through my eyes.

I have not seen you in a
while, but you are right next to me.
How can I feel so alone,
as if there are no people?

You sound so perfect right behind
my dirty dark masked eyes tonight.

I need the things that lie behind
my tainted, masked eyes tonight.
You sound just like and angel
in disguise to my masked up eyes.

You are fragile on your own,
so I will keep you safe and sound.
Excuse my eyes, is all I ask
from you and I will be there for you.

You sound so perfect right behind
my cloudy black masked eyes tonight.

#love   #feelings   #lonely   #eyes   #pain   #sadness   #alone   #beautiful   #people   #her  
Chloe Helton
Chloe Helton
6 days ago

She's pulling the strings to my thoughts
and saying the words through my mouth.
Choosing my life with her actions.
Choosing my life with her words.
She's making my choices with her mind.
Choosing my life with her hands.

I'm looking through my own eyes, but what I see is fake.
I try to make decisions, but when I try I break.
I can not trust myself when my feelings put things at stake.

She's putting my life in danger
and breaking my soul without help.
Choosing my life with her actions.
Choosing my life with her words.
She's changing my entire life.
Choosing my life with her hands.

I try to run without her, but it never works.
She is me entirely and, I promise, has no perks.
She haunts me everyday and, when I look at her, she smirks.

My biggest enemy is myself.
#broken   #fear   #sad   #lonely   #hate   #pain   #alone   #lost   #dark   #me  
Chloe Helton
Chloe Helton
6 days ago

You were "okay" with me
and "insane" for me.
I thought that you would stay forever in love with me.
Then you removed your life and heart from your love for me.
I didn't think that this is what your love had in store for me.

Is their an ugly imperfection that is part of me?
Do I need to change myself to have your love for me?
What can I do so that I'll have what you want from me?
Is the thing that made you run way, something 'bout me?

#love   #heartbreak   #sad   #life   #pain   #sadness   #world   #alone   #loss   #people  

I'm waiting for your hand,
I'm grasping onto nothing.
A smile won't appear.
When you're gone.

Awaking all alone,
Sitting in the darkness,
You turned you're back to me,
when you left.

Hear me crying,
see me shake in fear.
Like the children
who are scared when no one's there.

You left me alone,
now I don't know whats real or not.
Where did you go?
I'm kind of
missing you.
Please don't go away,
You said that you needed me.
You can stay in my arms.
Or perhaps I,
could I maybe
be in yours?

You haven't yet returned,
but I'm waiting for that moment.
I want you back with me,
all my life.

Hear my sorrow,
see my face, I'm scared.
You're the reason
that I
am still here.

When you left me alone
and wouldn't show up anymore.
I sat in the dark
and I was
all alone.
I am very afraid
and still grasping for your hand.
You can be in my arms,
but I want to be
in yours.

#love   #heartbreak   #sad   #life   #pain   #sadness   #world   #alone   #loss   #people  
 
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