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Matt Proctor Mar 2014
These were the miracles.
                                              The young never
understand
                        that miracles
                                                   come through pain
a baptism
                    in broken glass

Here I reside
a lone heart's finality
                                          covered in a batch
of old wounds
                              a thousand puckering mouths
aged shut
                    pursed in scar
                                                the raw,
unprovoked confessions
                                                 of the women
of vengeful lipstick.

They tried to explain
                              To us
                   That they were not
The miracle.
                We did not listen.
                                                         We went on
undeterred, mad
                                 to convince ourselves.
Yes, Yes, they were
                                   the miracle.
                                                          The only one we knew.
We'd seen it once
                                 or twice,
                                                   firsthand
and spent our lives
                                      trying to reclaim
the moment.

                         Women are the Muse.
Any of them.
                          All of them.
                         And the Muse is
The thing worth
        Dying for.
Matt Proctor Mar 2014
The familiar complaints, the cozy ones.
Ambling through the hedges of grievance.
I never know what I'm feeling at any one time.
Usually more of the same. Bragging my inadequacies.

Winter is coughed from the addled coalsmoke sky.
Chimneys chugging ash. Clumps of duress.
Blake's choir of children lying in a heap.
Noontime streetlamps regaled in holly and poinsettia.

A ***** moss enters from the vacant lot, cautiously.
The homeless have been scraped from under the bridge.
Geese call and flee. The snow is flakes of ash,
the sun finally burnt itself down.

Disused meanings are flushed. A carefully wrought
vocabulary we have disabused ourselves of.
Crumbling monologue.
A new grammar forms. Light and Motion dances

from the screen. A panoptican of laughs and serenades.
Sometimes there is a magazine no one has a
subscription to. It is the digest of a human heart
dressed to the nines in thorns and flame.
Matt Proctor Mar 2014
There are thieves, collectors, repo men,
bandits and marauders in the night
trying to take your life away from you
to sell it for a pittance.

You must fight them off with your fiercest guns!
You must ***** the hearts right out of their chests!
The shrieks right out of their throats!
Send them scrambling back into their own darkness!
If something comes to take your life
****** it back with equal terror.

You must stay up, vigilant, keeping a sharp eye
on all you have until the morning
can come again.
Matt Proctor Mar 2014
there's only one prayer and it's
"please"
Matt Proctor Feb 2014
But I digress. A laughter. Your laughter
unlike any other.
Let’s go on a lovely digression together.

When I see a sentence I like
and when I see a beautiful girl
it’s the same thing.

Your beauty is the best lie there is.

And when you call, you activate the beat
of my heart. Every text is a little defibrillator.



I have no idea what they mean
but they mean everything to me:
The indecipherable smile and eyes you have.
I fall into them
I fall into them
and am never caught.
Matt Proctor Feb 2014
I have wasted my life.
I have wasted my life.
I have wasted my life.
I have wasted my life.

I have wasted my life.
I have wasted my life.  
I have wasted my life.
I have wasted my life.  

I have wasted my life.
I have wasted my life.
I have wasted my life.
I have wasted my life.
  
I have wasted my life.
I have wasted my life.
Matt Proctor Feb 2014
You must change your life.
You must change your life.
You must change your life.
You must change your life.

You must change your life.
You must change your life.
You must change your life.
You must change your life.

You must change your life.
You must change your life.
You must change your life.

You must change your life.
You must change your life.
You must change your life.
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